1. beauty of field.

in an empty field 
i sat down and saw
the sun going down 
it looked pretty and 
it was magnificent,
it was, indeed.

all the poets wrote

it down, and i was one 

of them, i wrote a letter 

to the sun that said,

“i always wondered about you, your warmth and your coldness, it always made me wonder about your creator, he must be fond of nature like me”

beneath the sky, until dawn
I saw the sky, the beautiful bird
flown over the skies, breaking barriers 
a bird was free, I feel it, I feel it,
barriers of my own mind, a cuff
God truly says your life's tuff
I will wait until the daw
n, until the dawn'

raw poems, waffles, rough sketches:

1. the bluebird is craving

the bluebird is craving inside of me 

he says I want freedom

but I don't let him

i let him go sometimes 

a few times

while im asleep

he's in my dreams 

don't let me sleep 

don't let me even 

live my dreams

he's worse sometimes 

more worse 

sometimes I don't give a shit

and I won't 

i won't 

November 21st 2023

2. torch in the field

wind blowing, a torch in the middle

a man nearby

watching until dawn, a man

who isn't selfish, he could,

he saw a torch in the field,

a sign of light, an empty life

man chose light, overcame 

cured, anxious, speaks 

there's a torch in the field 

he says' 

October 30th 2023

3. go away 

what else, you see no hope!

hope of what?

you have no idea!

but you know you can't do anything 

the only thing is escape

world is killing you

they are behind you

they know you,

why don't you 

please go, go

GO AWAY 

GO AWAY!!

December 17th 2023