LOVE AND SOCIETY: THE ANTHOLOGY 

1. she, the poem

i went to see her, her smile, 

her perfection, her eyes, her hair.

all define beauty.

i adore her, i ask my past self, 

why didn't you confess her then?

thou regret now. 

her innocence triggered my inner softened self,

i really didn't know why?

she's a poem, a beautiful poem.

i read her when i remember her. 

and i remember her all the time.

though I miss being with her.

the chaos has killed every

inch of me that I barely think of you 

but sometimes I think of you too much. 

i was terribly in love.

2. damn people 

i became pale, under the burdens 

of the crowded society,

chaos everywhere, people everywhere,

i don't like people, i hate all of them. 

they deserve to be hated.

i'm still no where to be found. 

home is the only place, the only 

where I find solitude

away from the damn world 

and the damn people.

3. Ty.

i was going back to vain and bid my bye to Ty.

i told him i’ll back soon, 

i went, i suffered, 

i was in vain, months past.

no contact. no mention,

nothing.

one day she came and told he's 

no more. 

i didn't show sadness at first 

but I was dead inside

i bleeded endlessly. 

and i couldn't even 

meet him. i promised him but i couldn't.

i'm sorry. 

i’ll forever be sorry.

always in my heart, always.

4. melancholy 

the pale fields, emptiness 

branches bare.

i see a girl sitting under my tree.

she reads my melancholy.

she blushes as if i would propose her.

but she's happy. she reads my melancholy, 

sometime at noon, sometime in the mornings

under my tree.

and sometimes everytime.

and she loves me sometimes,

and I love her everytime.

5. fuck them

fuck everybody 

i don't give a shit

and would never 

give them a shit.

everyone is shit,

everyone.

these retards are everywhere 

fuck them all, all one by one 

they deserve it.

fuck them all

one by one.

6. deny 

it's 1:15 i’m sitting on the bed, sideways and 

at 2 o’ clock, i’ve a class but right now i’m 

thinking about how do i deny at things 

i really need to work on it. 

or it'll create a mess for me and 

i don't know why am i here

but i am, everyone here is stupid.

except a few. 

retards are filled here.

they are all stupid. 

what kind of mess it is.

i just want them away.

i don't want any of the attention.

i don't want to meet them.

7. she

 

there in the field is the lonely tree;

breathe under, you'll be free,

i see butterflies over there,

for them i pluck flowers with my hands bare,

there's something missing, what's that?

oh! i forgot to say, i've a cat,

but she ran behind the butterflies,

i saw that thrice

                     And

there's the girl standing under the mistletoe,

i blushed and said hello!

i remember she's the one i loved the most,

she's the reason behind the poems i wrote,

i gave her flowers i plucked,

in a wreath, quite tucked.

i pulled her so close,

that at the end i become Jack and she, Rose.

8. crowded 

in vain

in agony

life so messed up,

i don't see myself here

i feel anxious all the time,

even in sleeps.

i remain homesick all the time.

there are these crowded people

everywhere

there's absurdity, violence, hatred

and i hate all of them

9. love and society 

love is a contemporary term for this 

retarded society.

love doesn't exist in the same timeline 

of this retarded society.

you can't talk to anyone 

they all are the same

filled with hate, agony and jealousy.

if you're kind, they'll disrespect you.

love never exists in this society at the 

same time.

never. 

10. Affection 

affection is terrible.

i got addicted to them.

i couldn't resist myself

i couldn't just go off 

it's hard, it's too hard.

your soul will bleed

you will crave for them

you will crave for every word 

they speak.

they matter you the most. 

she will become the most beautiful 

thing ever that would happen to you 

and getting off the affection, it'll make you 

bleed, until you die of your compulsions.

11. and then we never met

i was casually going to my class and she met me in the staircase,

i said, i didn't mean to hurt you and i know I've been rude to you lately, it's the circumstances that have made me go through this, life has become terrible I'll for me. 

I'm sorry if I've become rude. I'm deeply and terribly in love with you, circumstances has blurred me off. it's not me controlling me, it's my mind. 

i know you're deeply hurt because of my behaviour and I feel sorry all the time. i fear I would loose you and now i understand how important you are for me. I've ruined everything but that's not my mistake, circumstances had changed me. 

she left nodding and then we never met.

12. never were you my friend 

you bastard has done terrible to me

i would never forgive you for that.

the childhood memories we made 

are vanished.

i don't even want to memorize you 

even in my wildest and darkest dreams.

you were a damn nightmare for me. 

you left me unspoken and shattered 

it's a sin that you existed for me.