and then we never met

i was casually going to my class and she met me in the staircase,

i said, i didn't mean to hurt you and i know I've been rude to you lately, it's the circumstances that have made me go through this, life has become terrible I'll for me. 

I'm sorry if I've become rude. I'm deeply and terribly in love with you, circumstances has blurred me off. it's not me controlling me, it's my mind. 

i know you're deeply hurt because of my behaviour and I feel sorry all the time. i fear I would loose you and now i understand how important you are for me. I've ruined everything but that's not my mistake, circumstances had changed me. 

she left nodding and then we never met.