the wifi is not working, I'm craving for dark ep 2. the first episode is epic, the
storytelling and the cinematography. 10/03/26.
I woke up late today at around 9:15 am, brushed, skipped breakfast and went
to the
college as fast as I could. Overthought too much and at the end of the day
watched DARK
March 10, 2026
woke up at 8:15am, had breakfast then went to the college, got really bored,
came back
at around 4, it was hot outside and ate grapes, tried to sleep but couldn't, few
students were
Upon the table, out of the window. I see her, playing with lavender flowers. I
see her
4 march - 8 march i came to the hostel and was going to college the next 2
days, the
college got cancelled due to reasons. didn't do much productivity, tried to
watch a movie
but couldn't, yesterday watched the final match of world cup, couldn't sleep,
switched bed,
slept smhow
27 feb - 4 march I had a few great motorcycle rides to beautiful places at my
home,
spring has arrived and I was totally mesmerized by watching the trees bloom.
went across
the river and had a wonderful afternoon. played holi with my cousins on the
final day, came
back to clg.
several dreams died the day I arrived here.
loneliness is far better than sharing a room with idiotic mindsets.
the youth has drowned kashmir.
people are pathetic.
it is march, i'm far from home, i'm laying down with a fan to my left side.
home, you will forever be missed.
March 9, 2026
amschelkafka, don't you remember March 8, 2020. the last golden day, since
then
everything has changed. its been 6 years, wow. I can not believe that, do you
believe that?
wrote “you will forever be missed”
March 8, 2026
Far Off Into the Distance Is Where You Should Fuck Off
March 7, 2026
the sun has set, the time is over. solace is over. and the rides are over.
people are insanely absurd.
March 6, 2026
throwing Petals like do you love me or not.
March 5, 2026
March 3. had a very good bike ride with my cousin to my place, my favourite
place, it
was fun then in the evening i just simply roamed around and enjoyed spring at
home.
March 3, 2026
i started it and heard the machine for the first time and it was soothing to my
ears. i
didn't expect that to be that good, crazy sound. I was mesmerized and couldn't
wait for the
next morning. it was a damn crazy night.
feb. 9 i reached home around 7 I guess and I was too excited to see something
i
dreamed of since 2022. the moment I saw it, it was complete grace, it looked
so good and
the dream was complete.
February 17, 2026
first class of semester 4.
February 16, 2026
on my way to home, fkn excited.
February 9, 2026
tomorrow I'm going home and getting my hand on that absolutely gorgeous
beast I'd
been waiting for 4 years.
February 8, 2026
the years of waiting has come to an end. I'm on the 7th cloud rn. o' man i can't
define
how happy im rn.
February 7, 2026
JUST A LITTLE MORE WAIT, JUST A LITTLE
February 4, 2026
1 week, next Monday.
January 26, 2026
i think it's time to start the countdown. 9 days.
currently snowing in my hometown.
January 23, 2026
happy new year 2026. scheduled on Jan 2, 25.
31st Dec 2019 was 6 years ago.
December 31, 2025
I've never been so depressed than this day!!
December 11, 2025
im excited and nervous both
December 10, 2025
getting a RE bike soon! excited.
December 6, 2025
I'm really excited and happy right now, i will quote this tweet when that thing
will
happen.
December 5, 2025
had a cigg, ate noodles going to sleep now.
the bare hands offering 90's wit.
December 3, 2025
The 22nd anniversary of my parents..
done my assignment, wrapped up, going to sleep.
im I'll more and more
have to write a pt assignment today. im not well.
getting bored in the class for the nth time now
I'm I'll. sore throat, cold.
December 2, 2025
2023 now feels iconic to me.
December 1, 2025
i took these pictures on 23/10/2025
November 30, 2025
November 28. a very long day, came to the room and had a 4 hour sleep or so,
had
some sips of tea, it was a bit cold then went to bed scrolled, then had the
dinner, forgot my
plate was in my mate's room, had some conversations with some guys, had a
short music
session.
I'm getting bored and sleepy in the class.
November 28, 2025
seeing old tweets of mine feels iconic. every tweet from 2023 is iconic.
March 12 is beautiful every year.
a kid wore an Alan Walker sweater on March 12th 2020. the last happy day of
my life.
stay alert, stay away from these creeps, they can spread whatever nuisance
they want
for their co called entrepreneur reach. entrepreneurs lol.
social media is totally fake, especially those people who call themselves
entrepreneurs
just by making stupid reels which don't make any sense.
November 27, 2025
god damn Bukowski was always right.
sometimes close people hurt you by saying something which hurts us and we
ignore it
by just passing a smile but deep down it killed.
call me in the morning, act like you don't know.
November 26, 2025
November 2019 was 6 years ago??
currently in the seminar hall getting bored
November 25, 2025
i went private. i don't think i would go public for a few couple of months or
years. this
means I could post anything i want.
November 23. a Sunday, I woke up at 10 am and since then I have been
standing all
along working on my md assignment, it was so so tiring, woke up all night till
7 in the
morning of November 24th, today. then slept till 10 am, just now i submitted it
and it feels
good.
November 24, 2025
I'm missing my home.
November 21, 2025
just took a bath and now im sitting under the warm sun.
November 15, 2025
sitting in the sun, good winter morning
November 9, 2025
oct 1. what a wonderful it was. wow. had a great photoshoot today at my
home. i
enjoyed it to the fullest, I've good plans for tomorrow.
October 1, 2025
autumn has finally arrived.
September 22, 2025
sept 10 - sept 14 it was off, watched a few movies from the conjuring
universe. played
cricket after a long time yesterday evening.
September 15, 2025
sept 9. it was a good day overall, classes then slept a bit in the noon.
September 9, 2025
sept. 8 not a great day, it was boring, with lots of classes. stupid classmates,
everything
messy.
September 8, 2025
...the light's gone, tomorrow's college and I have to sleep at around 12 or 12:30
if light
shows up.
sept. 7 it was raining and I left for the hostel in the car of my relatives who
were
heading for their home, it was bit boring, reached hostel at around 4:30, and
then had some
talks with my friends and had dinner, then listened to music especially SWAG
2 and now
I'm on my bed.
sept. 6 was not a good day, in the early morning something bad happened and
then in
the evening I went out in the car, it was great and then few of my relatives
who came at my
house, had dinner and slept.
September 7, 2025
those early 2020 daysn
sept. 5 a good day, bieber's album came out, really enjoyed it, though I left my
headphones in my hostel and I had to listen to it in the car. a good day.
i've delayed the book, i don't have enough resources right now to make it
published tbh
plus I haven't completed it yet.
September 6, 2025
i mean it when i say i do
i guess SWAG - II by Justin Bieber is going to be dropped by 12 pst.
Justin Bieber, the album??
SWAG - II IS NOT YET OUT
my anxiety is rushing right now. i know I'm not going tomorrow, im going dat
but still
my compulsions are attacking me.
30 minutes until SWAG - II
September 5, 2025
my mind is occupied by anxiety, fear, compulsions. now i only pray God to let
me out
of this trauma I've been suffering for the last 2 years.
a lot has happened in August this year, lots of betrayal and my shattering trust
on
people. i couldn't write here because i was so hurt i didn't want to talk about
and now I'm
out of it.
SWAG - II tomorrow morning, I'm excited...yehhh
i'm writing poems on autumn which I would be dropping on October 1.
I've never been so excited for any season before than Autumn. there's
something in it I
can't define, it's beautiful, the sun, the trees everything relaxes me. the only
time of the year
I feel completely relaxed, the best time of the year. 18 days until the arrival of
Autumnn
autumn is 18 days away.
September 4, 2025
I'm not even afraid of death who the fuck is he?
it's really the time to change myself. you can't be nice to mfs. you really need
to
understand how to not give a fuck to retarded souls.
sept. 1 sitting in the library right now. btw happy September.
September 1, 2025
it's been raining since last night and everything is flooded, roads are now
rivers at my
college.
August 26, 2025
he who lives trusting, dies betrayed.
overthinking kills. useless thoughts coming in, i mean my mind needs
everything to be
perfect why? i don't get it.
August 17, 2025
I'm discarding love and society, the anthology. enough love, it's time to fuck
people via
words.
people are absurd, Kafka was right, Kafka was always right.
August 13, 2025
it's killing me bit by bit and I'm afraid if I lose myself
overthinking is a never ending story, fuck this shit
August 12, 2025
ive become pale taking too much medicine.
July 28, 2025
7. Universe’s Fate Still Unknown Ultimate Outcome: Will the cosmos expand
forever,
slow, or collapse? If dark energy stays constant, galaxies will drift infinitely
apart ("heat
death"). If not, the universe could rip itself apart (“Big Rip”) or contract back
together
(“Big…
6. Black Holes Can Evaporate (But Very Slowly) Hawking Radiation:
Stephen
Hawking predicted that black holes emit faint radiation due to quantum effects
at their
edge. Over unimaginable timescales, even the largest black holes will
eventually evaporate
and disappear.
5. The Universe Recycles Everything—Literally We Are Stardust: Every atom
in your
body heavier than hydrogen was forged in the core of a dying star or in the
titanic blast of a
supernova. The iron in your blood, calcium in your bones—all originated in
cosmic
furnaces millions or…
4. Supermassive Black Holes Lie at the Heart of Every Galaxy Every large
galaxy—including our Milky Way—harbors a supermassive black hole at its
center,
millions to billions of times the mass of our Sun. These cosmic giants were
invisible until
recently; now they’re observed…
3. The Universe Is Expanding—And Galaxies Will Eventually Become
Isolated The
expansion of space means that over time, galaxies move further apart. Dark
energy’s effect
will eventually cause all but our local group of galaxies to recede faster than
light, meaning
they will…
2. The Universe Is Full of “Cosmic Ghosts” That Pass Through You
Neutrinos—nearly
massless, chargeless particles—are produced in massive quantities by stars.
Roughly 100
billion of them pass through your thumbnail each second, undetected. Early
experiments
found only a third of…
the absurd universe, a threadn 1. The Shape of the Universe Is “Flat”—and
Stretches
Trillions of Light Years Observations reveal the universe is “flat” in a
geometrical
sense—parallel lines never meet, and the angles of triangles add up to exactly
180 degrees.
This suggests…
July 18, 2025
the space is very strange. the curiosity never dies and the mysterious never
gets solved.
I'm doing deep research on Apollo 11.
July 17, 2025
the universe is infinite, we are infinite, our thoughts are infinite.
56 years of Apollo 11 lift off.
it's been raining since midnight.
The world is full of boring, identical and mindless people.
July 16, 2025
a little weird but I find Olivia Rodrigo so cute
July 13, 2025
after listening to the album again. i swear it's the best album everr
July 12, 2025
july 11. it was one of the days of my life. i woke up early in the morning, i was
so
excited that Justin Bieber is making a comeback after 4 long hiatus years. the
album
dropped and I gave it a listen and it was fire from up to down. the first song
gave me
opening goosebumps and…
30 minutes until SWAG
is it now clocking to you?
i couldn't sleep today, im all set.
July 11, 2025
i will wake up tomorrow with my headphones on. thankyou justin, I'm so
excited
Justin Bieber, i can't sleep today..
I just finished watching the Apollo 13 documentary on Netflix, it left me in
tears.
I just finished watching the Apollo 13 documentary on Netflix, it felt me in
tears.
July 10, 2025
it's raining outside and I'm on my laptop.
July 9, 2025
the weather is cold.
July 8, 2025
im in the clouds right now. the weather is so fine.
July 5, 2025
People empty, I've to get away to refill.
ignore most of the people.
all the poets are busy writing their vain.
playing chess right now, the network is giving me creeps..
july 4. i grinded chess today so much, played cricket and going to have good
dinner
tonight.
July 4, 2025
i've a huge catalog of pictures. i've decided to stop photographing this year
until the
arrival of Autumn. I'll be posting never uploaded pictures of different seasons
before.
@raghavlens
being alone feels so much better
you've to be wild, against the odds of society, people are retards, you need to
ignore all
of them.
"One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well." (A
Room of
One’s Own) --Virginia Woolf
my dear take care of myself.
July 3, 2025
july 2020 was 5 years ago
without literature, life is hell.
july 2. a little pouring rain in the morning, watched meg 2 and went out in the
evening.
without literature, life is hell.
2020's a decade full of sad stories.
the sound of the rain outside when you're comfortable in bed is extraordinary.
my soul is not my soul.
i don't miss you, seriously.
July 2, 2025
watched the fate of furious... heading to sleep..
still thinking of collecting, may take time. i don't have enough resources yet.
july 1. under the mists of rain.
I'm sitting and there's mist of the clouds everywhere around me and very little
drops are
falling on me, feels like heaven.
sundays kill more men than bombs.
my feelings for her are completely gone.
what's your rating in chess?
what is your kind of a trauma?
crowded in vain in agony life so messed up, i could not see myself. i felt
anxious,
angry, homesick all the time. crowded people. people, people, everywhere. i
hate them. i
hate the keepers. i hate them.
she there in the field is the lonely tree; breathe under, you'll be free, i see
butterflies
over there, for them i pluck flowers with my hands bare, there's something
missing, what's
that? oh! i forgot to say, i've a cat, but she ran behind the butterflies, i saw that
thrice…
deny it's 1:15 i’m sitting on the bed, sideways and at 2 o’ clock, i’ve a class
but right
now i’m thinking about how do i deny at things i really need to work on it. or
it'll create a
mess for me and i don't know why am i here but i am, everyone here is stupid.
except a…
fuck them fuck everybody i don't give a shit and would never give them a shit.
everyone is shit, everyone. these retards are everywhere fuck them all, all one
by one they
deserve it. fuck them all one by one.
she reads my melancholy the pale fields, emptiness branches bare. i see a girl
sitting
under my tree. she reads my melancholy. she blushes as if i would propose
her. but she's
happy. she reads melancholy, sometimes at noon under my tree. and
sometimes everytime.
she loves me…
Ty. i was going back in vain and bid my bye to Ty. i told him i’ll back soon, i
went, i
suffered, i was in vain, months past. no contact. didn't mention, nothing. one
day she came
and told he's no more. i shattered i cried endlessly. and i couldn't even meet
him. i…
damn people i was dead, under the burdens of the world. chaos everywhere,
people
everywhere, i don't like people, i hate all of them. i don't give a fuck to them.
i'm still no
where to be found. my trees are worrying. don't worry i’ll be home, i’ll home.
away from
the…
she, the poem i didn't go school to learn i went to see her, her smile, her
perfection, her
eyes, her hair. all define beauty. i love her, i ask my past self, why didn't you
confess her
then? thou regret now. her innocence triggered my inner softened self, i really
didn't…
love and society is an anthology by me from my upcoming book. a thread of
poemsn:
I'm planning to develop a website for my work. it would be live in the
meantime.
I'm building a website, help me
July 1, 2025
Fate leads you to love, but first it leads you back to yourself.
June 30, 2025
i don't love her anymore. my feelings are slowly parting away.
have some whiskeys under the tree in autumn. the leaves become pale, they
would fall
on you, a few in your glass. drink with some autumn flavour.
played cricket in the evening with my cousin
Elon Musk is a drama
watching tmkoc with my cousins on the TV
getting bored at a printing shop.
rest in peace to my soul.
the weather is perfect. I'm going out, gonna experience more chills.
need to be in autumn as fast as possible.
the birds are chirping outside my home and I'm on my bed with my body
weighing on
my left hand.
without literature, life is hell.
die in vain rather than accepting society.
2 months and 24 days until the arrival of Autumn.n
Why does the world feel absurd?
what makes the autumn, the greatest season?
I'm thinking of posting a few of my poems here.
declare war at your enemies. everyone is an enemy of yours.
June 29, 2025
The Laughing Heart your life is your life don’t let it be clubbed into dank
submission.
be on the watch. there are ways out. there is light somewhere. it may not be
much light but
it beats the darkness, be on the watch. the gods will offer you chances. know
them. take
them. you…
it was so fun today, went out a bit in the evening and the weather was perfect.
reached
at a height and experienced some mist, clouds everywhere around. truly it was
a wonderful
day.
i'm grinding chess these days, my current rating is around 800 which is
dropped from
the previous 980.
June 28, 2025
what makes you love winters?
there's nothing like autumn. when the autumn arrives my heart falls for it. it is
the
season of peace, peace everywhere, the falling leaves showcase peace.
June 23, 2025
continuous absurdity makes you eager to go home.
when i hate people, i hate them from the very bottom of my senses. when I do
so, my
heart says go home. there's no peaceful place other than home, home is life,
away from
people, home is a wonder.
tough time comes and goes, people will try to demean you at the highest.
ignore all of
them. i know tough times are worse, let it flow. whatever that can happen will
happen. don't
overthink. people are retards, don't roam around them.
whatever bad that can happen will happen. so please don't worry, take care of
yourself
and let it flow.
i don't feel a thing to write. i wanna go home.
June 22, 2025
God, I believe in you, i know you will help me, i definitely know it. whatever
the
difficulties, you'll help me. even if not always but you won't let me down.
June 21, 2025
dear, take care of yourself. i can't hold it anymore.
June 17, 2025
literature is my escape from reality.
June 11, 2025
June and July are the biggest pieces of dumb shit.
June 8, 2025
sometimes I act like I'm Bukowski. and I'm Bukowski all the time.
lay under a tree, you'll feel better. better than anything. just try.
consider me as a dream.
June 5, 2025
just me on the fields of autumn under the soft sun. life was a wonder.
November i miss you.
June 2, 2025
Spotify premium is by far the best thing to invest money on.
sometimes I feel like people act good. most of the time they disgust me. and
now I'm at
the point where hatred is inside of me for them. i hate them, all of them.
everyone is a jerk.
each.
well I guess it's a never ending story. you get buried under the pile of dust.
though the
pile looks simple. deep inside I know how it feels to be under that pile of dust.
Justice
well I guess it's a never ending story. you get buried under the pile of dust.
though the
pile looks simple. deep inside I know how it feels to be under that pile of dust.
once upon a time i used to think i'll conquer the world, now i question my own
existence.
all the poets are dead.
June 1, 2025
going home tomorrow.
people are slowly and steadily killing me.
May 27, 2025
I'm so depressed and down today. i don't feel a thing. when i see them. i
disgust. Plus
I'm overthinking so much.
May 26, 2025
somehow I'm tired of people.
the world is filled with absurd people.
the absurdity of people has killed me
May 22, 2025
smoke plenty of them.
May 21, 2025
don't you dare to confess a word. they might kill you. they might eat you.
they'll leave
you hollow. moreover they will betray you. just have a sip of beer nearby a
field and watch
birds fly. watch butterflies roam. watch people roam in their fields with their
sheep.
May 20, 2025
2023 is gone. it's gone forever and I'm happy about that.
i watch sunsets with cigarettes in my bare hand with the society left behind. i
feel
immense freedom. i smoke plenty of them.
May 16, 2025
my life's not my life.
May 14, 2025
I'm missing November.
ignore most of the people.
i'm going home. on my way. stopped at the barber.
May 11, 2025
Freedom, feels so good.
now I'm going to dismiss my feed about this tension. i want to be free from
socials too.
it was terrific, it was hell this morning. it's safe now. i feel fresh as i step out I
feel that
freedom. wow
ceasefire. I'm heading home.
the rain's gone and it snowed in the mountain.
still raining. peace'
currently raining. I'm on the balcony and watching mountains getting snow.
May 10, 2025
the bombs are falling nearby.
i didn't sleep all night. it was a terrifying night.
May 9, 2025
right now on the bed nothing so special, just looking through fake news
spreading all
around.
the internet should be expensive.
accounts like @GoJammukashmir are sharing fake pictures. be aware. don't
believe
anything until the official message comes out about Jammu.
i hear blasts in Rajouri
May 8, 2025
i fear war. i don't want people in my state to die. there are a lot of things going
on in
Poonch. The news is that the IAF is going to hit Sialkot.
can anyone confirm if sialkot is under attack or not?
the situations here are not good. i'm going home tomorrow. although it's
dangerous at
home. I've to.
we all are broken people, all of us.
May 7, 2025
played cards, watched a movie and again didn't sleep. I'm sleeping now good
night..
May 2, 2025
i hit the gym, came back. didn't sleep. going to attend classes till 1. i'm already
tired.
will solve sudoku to make my brain functioning.
May 1, 2025
insomnia is hitting me. i can't sleep. i can't. i need to hit the gym at 6.
April 30, 2025
i feel like i'm in love with my ex again.
i've been playing sudoku these days...
April 29, 2025
watched 4 movies yesterday. FINAL DESTINATION franchise, I'm out of my
mind.
April 27, 2025
...putting it aside i'm going to write it. all the things i've been going through.
it'll be
more raw. all on my emptiness.
i'm writing this after a long time. it's been a couple of months since i wrote my
last
anthology from my book. though i'm trying to write more. you'll be able to see
my next
anthology in a couple of days. i was not able to write cause i thought it would
hurt me while
writing...
April 26, 2025
it's 1 am. my roommate turned off the silly fan. sleeping. goodnight.
April 24, 2025
the day is literally so boring. the first half we spent in few of the most
stupidest
sessions and now we are sitting in the seminar hall waiting for the CM
@OmarAbdullah to
come.
Chief Minister @OmarAbdullah is visiting our college today.
April 22, 2025
the weather is so good. wind, blowing. rain's falling.
april was wonderful until it was 23. you're hell. i wonder and a hundred times.
i cried. a
year of misery. my paper so rigid. my pen so vivid. don't dare to come back.
though you
still exist somewhere in my veins. fly away. i want to see pigeons the pegions
white
pegions.
2 years of trauma. on this day 2 years ago. something was about to happen. it
was so
bad. it pulled out my soul while living. April 18th a day to every problem of
mine. i can't
forget the days. painful days. so painful, i cried a hundred times. hell of this
date. fk this
date.
April 18, 2025
my mind is occupied by my evil spirit.
April 16, 2025
just wrote my work, going to sleep. gn.
April 15, 2025
i'm sitting under the tree, the weather is so good, butterflies are all around me;
white,
yellow. everything is so good, the sun is shining softly. and the light is
scattering through
the leaves, it's so good it feels so good.
April 12, 2025
goodbye you lil retards. we would never meet again.
they hurt me. i blocked them forever.
April 11, 2025
slowly and steadily. i bid toxic p.
April 10, 2025
scrolling tweets, the sir's checking notebooks. we are casually sitting, getting
bored.
...after a long time finalizing the ways we went to domino's, we didn't eat. we
suddenly
realised we weren't jeff. then we saw a small restaurant, went in. ate food and
finally went
to our college. at around 10pm we reached. it was hell of a day...
yesterday it was my exam and i went and it went fine. at 7 picked up
@NabeelAijaz16
whom i dropped in the city while on the way to the centre. we went straight to
Zudio to buy
some clothes. though i didnt buy anything. we left, completely drained. i was
hungry, we
were puzzled...
April 9, 2025
finished my ED assignment after 2 days of continuity. it was damn time
consuming. me
and my friend were onto it for so long. I'm totally tired mentally and
physically. goodnight.
April 7
finished my ED assignment after 2 days of continuity. it was damn time
consuming. me
and my friend were onto it for so long. I'm totally tired mentally and
physically. goodnight.
April 6, 2025
my mind has become so numb. i can barely think.
April 4, 2025
i'm completely exhausted. i just completed my physics assignment and it took
me 6
hours to do so with a continuous sit, it's almost 4 in the morning and my back
hurts. mental
health drained. i need sleep. good night...
let the society drown.
i wanna go home. i don't feel myself again. i feel homesick sometimes. it's a
damn fkd
feeling. though i'm trying to write.
she the soul rests in my memories.
April 2, 2025
i didn't update much. i went home on the 25th of March around 12 pm and
reached in
the evening. i chose not to write about the day. 31st today and i'm back at the
hostel. i had
my car with me this time. just casually laying on the bed nothing much. i have
to write
assignments..
March 31, 2025
they entered in 2006 and never went out of the compound for another 5 years
until cia
showed on. this world needs peace. sorry to hear peace is nowhere to be
found. wars
everywhere, killings everywhere.
today i did research on Osama Bin Laden's and his last decade. im so
depressed by just
the fact he hid for 5 years without stepping outside of his compound, a lot of
things made
me uncomfortable like his children and wives had to follow strict rules. they
never stepped
out...
March 22, 2025
how many times she has told me not to do a specific thing and i do it and then
i regret
it.
i'm tired of society. i mean it.
March 21, 2025
i've become melancholy.
March 20, 2025
acted loose? then suffer.
March 19, 2025
literature has made me evil for society.
March 18, 2025
slept for 2 hours, woke up, had tea with biscuits, tomorrow's an exam and i'm
chilling.
March 17th, 2025.
March 17, 2025
decided to publish yet another anthology from my book. it has spring poems
and raw
notes.
March 16, 2025
it was such a wonderful day today, laying on the grass and watching the
beautiful trees,
clear sky, crystal clear views, crystal spring. everything was damn beautiful
today, played
cricket and captured some of the classical shots i played. a day to remember.
March 13th,
2025.
March 13, 2025
i went camping today with my family and it was fun. after a long time i felt
fresh again.
home is home.
i reached home late night. woke up with a beautiful spring morning with
flowers
everywhere around. such a wonderful time, March.
March 12, 2025
i was happy that my compulsions are getting less. my compulsions are at their
peak
now and i fear myself. im tired.
reached home, it was a great day today.
March 11, 2025
after so many delays, finally got SONY WH-CH 520 yesterday. @Sony
March 7, 2025
in the electronics class and it's so boring...
March 5, 2025
i'm so frustrated. so so frustrated.
March 4, 2025
spring has arrivednn
March 2, 2025
happy birthday Justin Bieber
March 1, 2025
1 day until spring's arrival.
it's raining outside and I'm in class.
February 28, 2025
waiting for the teacher to arrive, in the class.
February 27, 2025
i've shifted to apple music. bye spotify.
they say that hell is crowded, yet, when you’re in hell, you always seem to be
alone.
February 25, 2025
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
February 24, 2025
went to kotranka today. it was amazing.
February 22, 2025
don't give a fuck. it will solve millions of your problems.
February 21, 2025
your life is your life
February 20, 2025
don't leave me like that, my friend.
February 19, 2025
i hate people, i just hate them.
casually sitting on the couch and writing quotes by Nietzsche.
im not henry chinaski
February 18, 2025
im feeling earthquake jolts.
February 15, 2025
came home, drove the car, and enjoyed it.
February 14, 2025
control yourself, control.
im working on the next anthology from the book.
saturday was a really terrible day. it started off good, we played cricket and it
was fun.
then it turned bad at 2 and then fed off that at 6 and then another bad thing
happened at 10.
it was a terrible day. sat. feb 8th
February 10, 2025
i had a football session after a long time and i'm so tired. my neck, my legs,
my arm
everything feels broke.
February 7, 2025
uhv class right now, just sitting and reading Bukowski.
February 6, 2025
love and society the first anthology from the book.
February 4, 2025
a hectic day today we had classes until 5.
first class of semester 2.
February 3, 2025
the universe is in my veins.
February 2, 2025
“bluebird” by Charles Bukowski is by far the greatest poem ever.
February 1, 2025
couldn't release it. still under process.
January 31, 2025
2 years ago today i wrote my debut short novel titled ”First Contact”.
coming back home. it was hell of a day yesterday.
January 29, 2025
going jammu for an exam and it's so cold here in my hometown. fingers ain't
working.
frost everywhere around.
January 28, 2025
our lives have changed.
9 years to my cycle.
5 years to the masterpieces i bought.
January 27, 2025
im going to rank my top 10 greatest albums, songs.
went to darhal today, i forgot the road to the iconic waterfall. i didn't have
much time to
roam around because i didn't tell my parents that im visiting darhal although
it's a few
kilometres from my home. it was not much of a great experience because i
didn't tell my
parents.
January 26, 2025
it's so fun when i think about how i change every month, like a month ago i
gave a little
fuck to people, i don't give a single shitt now.
i would love to go to 2019.
the beauty of the home is unmatched. the sun, the chirping birds on the trees.
the trees,
the clouds. everything is serene. i bet that.
January 24, 2025
there's nothing to write here now. i wish i could finish the unfinished poems
for the
album. and later on i need to work on the book too.
January 23, 2025
i'm addicted to SZA.
January 21, 2025
injustice is everywhere.
the sun's getting dark and I'm afraid I will die.
had some pubg sessions yesterday.
January 20, 2025
going to get some snacks.
January 19, 2025
watching the kingdom of the planet of the apes.
January 18, 2025
heard you fuckin' on the other end.
January 16, 2025
my poetry album is coming in a few days.
January 13, 2025
i drank coffee at 10 pm and now i'm unable to sleep, it's been 5 hours.
people are pathetic, all people.
mahol poora foggy haye foggy.
there's so much fog here in jammu. and i'm m enjoying it.
January 10, 2025
all i want to be at is home, home, home.
beautiful time has gone. it would never come back.
January 8, 2025
this november was my most average november despite being one of my
favourite
months.
3 years ago today i proposed to her.
reached hostel around 5:30 pm.
off the home, waiting for the matador.
January 7, 2025
late 2019, december was the best month of the year.
2019 was by far the best year.
favourite years of my life as much as i can remember: 2010 2011 2012 2013
2017 2019
2020 early 2021 until May.
1 month and 23 days until spring's arrival.n
January 6, 2025
space is still a mystery.
it's currently raining down here and snowing on the mountains. so cold.
January 5, 2025
just watched a few of the outdoor boys videos and damn they were crazy
good.
so many more years to go and we will finally die, that's what life means, life
has an end
and that death.
covid-19 is making a comeback hahahaa.
the snowy mountains are looking damn beautiful. home you're beautiful, so
beautiful.
January 3, 2025
this is now my personal diary again, so you will see most of the posts around
my life,
home.
i'm going off the premium now.
chilling with my cousins, photoshoots on the mountains.
social anxiety is real at some point. i don't like to meet people. i don't really
like it.
the only thing which is great is that i have a little more freedom than before. i
can go
wherever i want to some extent.
i remember life was peaceful back then now it's just about hurdles. nothing to
really
enjoy. nothing.
a diary. just a diary.
sitting and vibing with my cousin.
January 2, 2025
2020 was 5 years ago...
January 1, 2025
happy new year! scheduled on August 16 2024
10:26 PM, dec. 31 2024.
the sun has finally set.
last day of the year....
December 31, 2024
dec. 31, scheduled on oct. 28
Who do you admire the most?
injustice is a threat to justice.
im an atom floating in the space.
poets are busy writing their vain.
sometimes i see vivid pictures, some sought of connection from my childhood.
it
makes me feel nostalgic.
dance with me under the diamonds.
damn literature made me crazy. damn fucking literature.
December 30, 2024
i was sitting today and was watching the mountains here in my hometown.
there was
no sound just me watching those good damn huge mountains covered with
snow. those
curves, those trees, woooh goosebumps. made me remember my childhood.
i like to float in the emptiness of the universe.
some people deserve hatred.
we are all museums of fear.
love is a dog from hell.
something bad that can happen, will happen.
something bad that can happen will happen.
ever since i was a kid i been legit.
just had my breakfast and i'm looking at the view, wow.
every song i listen to in a timeline, it has a connection with that time, when
ever i listen
to it again, i feel the same time it was then.
December 29, 2024
to thine own self be true.
and he rang the bell, I came out and asked, “what do you want”, he smiled and
said, “I
want peace”, ahh tell him I'm living in vain. sept. 3rd 2023
i'm thoughtless right now.
poets are busy writing vain.
what makes home beautiful?
a year ago i reached home. dated. december 28th 2023.
a year ago i reached home. dated. december 28th 2023.
December 28, 2024
last year today i came back home after a long trauma. time slipped by. dated.
december
27th 2023
last year today i came back home after a long trauma. time slipped by.
December 27, 2024
those vivid yellow flowers in the shining sun. the sun during summer and i'm
holding
those flowers. nostalgia is hitting me. those sun shines. i can feel them. golden
days.
sun bathing, great weather, great view. home
December 26, 2024
going to sleep after chess sessions!
we are blessed. pir panjal is blessed.
cold. listening circles.
poets are busy writing.
bieber release the fkn album!!!
"Come what come may, time and the hour runs through the roughest day."
(Macbeth)
broken roads. broken lives.
a year can change me.
i watch 3 birds on a telephone wire.
the world isn't in the books or maps, it's out there.
December 25, 2024
my brain's not braning after chess sessions.
Charles Bukowski is the greatest poet.
beware of those who seek constant crowds; they are nothing alone.
I have no time for mediocre people. It’s all or nothing. Greatness or despair.
No middle
ground.
melancholy, the book out fall 2025.
master good and the bad people.
my fields will always be my fields.
"Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death
but
once." (Julius Caesar)
my ambition is hidden under my laziness.
"My mistress’ eyes are nothing like the sun."
“shall i compare thee to a summer's day?”
“So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, / So long lives this, and this gives
life to
thee.”
merry christmas even
"Golden lads and girls all must, As chimney-sweepers, come to dust."
"Though this be madness, yet there is method in 't."
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be
a liar;
But never doubt I love."
December 24, 2024
hell is empty and all the devils are here.
"O, beware, my lord, of jealousy; It is the green-eyed monster which doth
mock The
meat it feeds on."
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be
a liar;
But never doubt I love." Shakespeare
"Frailty, thy name is woman!"
"Brevity is the soul of wit." Hamlet, Act 2, Scene 2
"To be, or not to be: that is the question" Hamlet, Act 3, Scene 1
she is my favourite poet.
once we used to sit in a class. now it's just the feelings left.
damn literature made me crazy.
society is fucked up. just walk on the grass and watch the sun rise.
ignore most of the people.
i'm reduced to bird watching.
literature is such a fine thing to exist.
god has a plan. god has a plan. god has a plan.
How in the hell could a man enjoy being awakened at 8:30 a.m. by an alarm
clock, leap
out of bed, dress, force-feed, shit, piss, brush teeth and hair, and fight traffic to
get to a
place where essentially you made lots of money for somebody else and were
asked to be
grateful for…
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but i'm too tough for him i
say stay
in there i won't let anybody see you.
100k impressions today..
retards are often found here on X.
it's 2 degrees and i need to bath.
trees...peace...peace.
at least for now... now...
let me be your muse.
i'm a philosopher now.
the 0 likes won't stop me from posting every single thought btw
i hope next year is the happiest year of my life.
"I'm not a man of good taste, I'm a man of no taste."
“there's a bluebird in my heart”.
"You have to die a few times before you can really live. The 100th time is the
charm."
"Poetry is what happens when nothing else can."
Charles Bukowski quotes: a threadn
is it okay if i still love that person?
it's so cold. my hands are frozen.
she has wild eyes, slightly insane.
down the avenues of fields lies a group of shepherds.
December 23, 2024
went to mela today. it was fun
i earned my first income today.
“i don't want my imagination die”. a quote from my book melancholy.
i can't count the days i slept with agony. it was a harsh time. i would never go
back in
that time. 2023 was the worst year for me. the worst ever, when i came back
home, i
couldn't believe i made it, i cried so many times, i was so depressed and now
when i look
back at that…
i didn't actually think of publishing my book on a specific day but most
probably by
october.
it's so cold here at my home. cold thin air, sizzling.
people are retards. just be alone, learn to be alone. people won't let you live
peacefully.
hike. hike and hike.
everything looks serene. that emptiness of autumn. views. mountains.
everything. that's
the reason my home is beautiful.
December 22, 2024
March 14th 2020 it was March 14th 2020, the day my father bought me a
tablet, I was
excited, i couldn't wait for him to return, it was evening he came and I was
overwhelmed,
who doesn't if you're 15 years old i opened the box and took out the tablet, set
it, played
some…
this is one of the narrations from my book.
the last day: March 12th Act - I We were in class 9th, final exams were going
on. On
March 12 we had our third last exam of mathematics, i was sick, not extremely
sick but
sick, the day before, couldn't study much, around 9pm it was raining outside,
my friend
dialed me and…
december 28. the narration is completed.
sitting in the sun with my cousins.
December 21, 2024
it was a fine day. after sessional exam i came home. just laying on the bed and
watching a movie in the tv. fine day.. dated. dec. 20
i don't let my bluebird out of my heart.
reached home an hour ago. when i saw the mountains, the autumn trees i felt
so
relaxed. met everyone and enjoyed with my cousins. wow.
bluebird. there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too tough
for him, I
say, stay in there, I'm not going to let anybody see you. there's a bluebird in
my heart that
wants to get out but I pour whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the
whores and
the…
watching trees. the autumn tree after a long time. they look so beautiful. i can't
wait to
see my home.
December 20, 2024
it was a okay okay day. c exam held today and viva too. it went lil good. and
tomorrow
i'm going home.
December 19, 2024
i'm back in clash of clans.
it was a fine day. little stress full at the start. had a walk with arsalan with
music on and
it felt so good. it was cold outside and we just walked and walked. had snacks
afterwards
and came to our rooms.
December 18, 2024
casual day today. had my chemistry exam. i went good not great. tomorrow's
communication and C's viva. i'm yet to prepare. dated. dec. 17
casual day today. had my chemistry exam. i went good not great. tomorrow's
tech
tech
communication and C's viva. i'm yet to prepare.
i love her essence. more than that i love her.
i'm so excited to go home. yah.
friday. i'm coming home. see you.
there is enough treachery, hatred violence absurdity in the average human
being to
supply any given army on any given day.
December 17, 2024
chemistry sessional exam tomorrow and didn't prepare anything..
i watch trees but these trees are not trees. they're else. trees at my home. they
are
different. they feel different. i want to feel trees, there at my home.
i'll be happy and sad at the same time. when i don't see my home for too long. i
become
numb.
the world is freaking weird. if i ignore you, i ignore you that's it. people just
try to
follow me always. why just go away i want my space too. just go away.
i die to see my fields. my place. my soil. i'm tired of people i'm surrounded
with. i want
to be free. these people are retards. i'm fed up.
sitting in the sun right now. just had my lunch.
the mechanics sessional exam is over and it went great. everyone cheated.
mumtaz had
his phone on. my head hurts right now i guess because of the cold. i didn't go
out in the
sunlight. rn mechanics class is going on. sir is teaching projectile motion.
December 16, 2024
to love you, love you like that.
i guess i'm never gonna use sc again.
be private, don't share your real side.
i'm in love with her and i will always be in love with her.
people. people. people.
ignore people. that's all i can say.
just had the cold bath and i hoped for the sunlight but there's no light. it's cold
but it
isn't that cold as i expected. it's fine.
i just woke up and need to bath. there's no geyser here so cold bath.
December 15, 2024
saturday. just casually sitting on the bed. next week i'm going home. i'm really
tired.
don’t undress my love you might find a mannequin; don’t undress the
mannequin you
might find my love. - trapped. bukowski
December 14, 2024
i wrote for 22 hours straight. definitely it was the hardest time ever. fuck i
pushed
myself beyond the limits. i slept at 5 and woke up at 8. had a 3 hour sleep.
December 13, 2024
i'm so tired now. i'm going to sleep. it's 5:23 in the morning and my work is
still
incomplete. fuck.
peace when you are disconnected from toxic socials is eternal...
completely exhausted.
little tired but i have to complete the workshop. it's gonna take a lot of time.
maybe 4 or
5 in the morning.
never give a damn. people are hungry.
didn't get time these days. busy schedule. that's why I didn't complete dec. 28.
narration, by saturday it will be completed.
i deleted instagram the day before yesterday and it's the best decision i've
made. i'm
feeling refreshed.
still writing workshop practical. i guess it's gonna take a lot of time.
going fine. writing the workshop practical with mumtaz ali.
December 12, 2024
just sitting and listening to music, relief.
i post my stuff in code words too. i don't think anyone would understand it.
hahaha
got a lot of poetry ideas. watching stupid people yell makes me write
masterpieces.
you're just a star dust. chill.
ignore people at your highest, some people deserve it. retards. retards.
somewhere in this vast universe there are some people living in vain.
my dog died last year. i miss him so much, i left home on June 7 and told him
that i'll
be back and play with you again but I couldn't fulfill that wish. i miss him so
much, he is
always gonna be with me. always. I'm crying and writing this. i miss you so
much Tyson.
December 11, 2024
the amount of tears i shed for home is countless.
once i dreamt. once i dreamt.
listen, think, observe.
dec. 8 2019 we had our last school picnic ever. times i would never forget and
now i'm
living in vain.
December 10, 2024
dec. 20 you near huh?
she was so beautiful that butterflies were shy.
he kept watching butterflies and she left.
had a pleasant fun roast with mumtaz ali and Siddharth, it was fun. i recorded
it too.
making memories.
it's just the abyss dear, try not to gaze into it.
imagine floating in the endless space, such a dream. sometimes i want to go, i
want to
enter a falcon unknowingly, i want to die in space. i want to die in space, the
space.
they won't understand you. give them no chance.
a little info. about me. my name is Raghav Sharma. i'm from pir panjal,
Jammu
Kashmir, India. i'm just a writer conveying literature.
i watched hereditary this evening, it was a good movie and suspense thriller.
6/10.
listen to music, a lot of music.
don't let your bluebird out.
read Charles Bukowski.
make up your own imaginary world.
beggin' on the knees to be popular. kill anyone to be popular. sell your soul to
be
popular.
explore home. click pictures. bath in the river.
be in nature. watch trees wave.
ghost everyone. don't talk much to people. ignore most of the people.
beautiful things you can do: a thread.
go ghost. cut people. don't care. ghost everyone.
"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a
monster. And if
you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you". — Friedrich
Nietzsche
enjoy. life is hell.
December 9, 2024
i've nothing to eat and i'm hungry.
the more crap you believe, the better off you are.
it's going fine today. i'm just missing my home. not much like i did last year.
i've to complete my sketch. shit.
there's a blue bird in my heart that wants to get out.
when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
my sadness has become death.
why does sunday evening feel depressed?
the universe was never kind.
writing the assignment for C programming, yet to be completed.
we are living on a blue dust particle, strange.
when i was a kid, i always wondered what made the universe, it's so vast, it's
strange. i exist that's a strange thing. people exist. strange.
i'm sitting rn and im going out to get some food, it was some kind of exam in
so
the
college, they didn't let me go out of the hostel, told to come after 12 o' noon.
i'm hungry.
dec. 8 will be home on dec. 20
i'm writing the sketch of dec. 28 last year. it's going well, it'll be added to the
book.
i'm writing the sketch of dec. 28 last year. it's going well, it'll be added to the
book.
December 8, 2024
home is freedom, you can do whatever you want, not here and i miss that.
this dude besides me is snoring as hell.
double O tated all over her body. yeh
when you meet a person, you feel like how this guy lives, he has a different
life and is
smooth but when you know them more and more you feel like they are normal
and nothing
else.
favourite - she and the butterflies in the field.
first installment dated. july. 28th, 23'
JUSTICE: the journal.
i've written 50+ poems in it, all reflect my time, from nature to being
depressed,
everything. my book is all about this, the time, the bad time, the journey, the
journey.
I'll only be publishing the best poems I've written till date, i wrote anecdotes
and I need
to write more of them, i need to complete the book by March.
are you drunk? i'm a poet.
how stupid people are, one asks me should I cut my hair? i said it's your
choice and he
says “what people I've been surrounded with”? i mean dude it's your hair, not
mine, you
have to do what your mind says, you have to do things on your own, you don't
need my
approval.
Who do you admire the most?
i'm sure it will break my record of 100k in 7 days in July.
December 7, 2024
it's too cold, waiting for momos with my good friend mumtaz outside the
college
campus. dated. dec. 6
7.1k impressions in the last 7 days. damn it's getting higher and higher.
i've written almost 300 poems out of which the best will be published. one of
my
favourites is she and the butterflies in the field.
almost everything is wrong these days those were the days when there was no
tension,
now i feel like I should jump from a 10 story building but I can't i just want to
be at home
and sit under the sun, that's it. i want to see my trees whisper i want peace.
i don't want to think about it but when i do it makes me feel happy as i
survived, this is
my trophy, it is indeed my trophy.
it was so tough but I survived and wrote it in a diary and also recorded it for
my
project.
the book im working on is titled “melancholy”, i'll be publishing it by fall
2025, ive
worked a lot, I've written a lot last year, so many poems, i was in vain, this
taught me a lot a
lot.
melancholy, a thread.
what a stupid update X has implemented, i mean if you are not able to see the
exact
timestamp then what's the fun. it should not be live.
9:40 and sir is not here, me and mumtaz are sitting and he is watching some
minecraft
video.
i want you to stay, stay here after hours.
December 6, 2024
i would rate smile 3.5 out of 5, the plot was good but was kinda boring, ending
was
good with a decent plot twist.
watching smile with my friends.
just hung out with my good friend Arsalan in the cricket ground and saw
mumtaz
playing cricket, and then went back to his room, discussed academics .
it was my TCS practical test today and a presentation which went well.
hurrah!!
life is all about suffering, you'll be happy for moments and more sad
afterwards. more
sad moments in life than happy moments. i understood that at 20.
ignore most of the people that's all you can do to live.
December 5, 2024
how fast time passed by, it was december 5 a few days ago, I was excited to
come
home by 28th and now it's been a year!! this is crazyy!
impressions - 5.2k in 7 days, damn.
i'm missing my home, i want that comfort, it's been a lot of days since i went
home, i
can't wait to go. just can't maybe on the 20th of this month i'll be going.
it was a tense day yesterday, it was chemistry practical and I was so much
worried
about it, hopefully it went okay, now today's tech communication skills
practical and I
didn't do anything, it's 12:17 am.
i guess i should start posting whatever is going on in my life, it will make me
happy in
the future, and I will hang those tweets in the museum.
Justice is now raghavsharma for a while.
December 4, 2024
god you're the only one.
i'm missing my home, after 20 days I will be going home, it's been 16 days
since i came
back from home, can't wait to go home.
home home home that's all.
i remember the times when we were kids, things were simple, sober,
everything was so
fine, no compulsions nothing. and miss it sometimes.
the world is absurd. why?
missing the sparrows.
i can't believe my school got over 2 years ago.
dec. 3, 2019 was 5 years ago.
hatred, violence, absurdity
December 3, 2024
melancholy out fall 2025.
the project is a book titled “melancholy”.
my book is named “melancholy”.
December 1, 2024
let your frustrations out right here ee
highlights tab should be free
last day of my favourite month.
what a great experience it was this evening, my friends and i walked and
walked and
talked, it was so good, we ran, ate, beautiful dated: nov 30.
November 30, 2024
the least music I listened to was in October 2023 counting to only 515 minutes
while
the highest in October 2024 counting to 2800 minutes (didn't add YouTube
streams or else,
pure Spotify)
rule no. 1 - ghost everyone.
what a fucked up place man, retards everywhere.
damn literature made me crazy. damn fucking literature. it was 11 in the
morning class
was on i wrote in the absurd sense they walked in and asked for things they
own usually i
don't reply but that day i did fool.
your memory is ecstasy.
sitting in the sun rn, it feels so good.
i miss the softer sun
November 29, 2024
sometimes I feel like I just want to go away, far away.
again the anxiety attack.
fuck man i don't give a shit.
nothing good i could share.
I'm not over the moon.
hell is a place not so far away
dkk dkk dkk sound of the triumph, fuck crazy
im tired, im exhausted, i just want to be at home.
i just want to go home, that's it.
i think I could have loved you but not so far.
the presentation went cool as fuck.
November 28, 2024
limit your interactions please.
November 27, 2024
eversince i was a kid I've been legit.
November 25, 2024
I'm a dead poet always living in pain, once I used to go out, once I used to live.
beggin' on the knees to be popular!
I am a sick man . . . I am a wicked man. An unattractive man. I think my liver
hurts.
However, I don't know a fig about my sickness, and am not sure what it is that
hurts me.
oh man literature saved me every time.
November 24, 2024
write it down, the world forgets it too quickly.
the thing that makes X one step worse is not having the edit option for free
users, that's
mean, totally mean.
it was a beautiful day yesterday, and we enjoyed it a lot.
my literary name is Justice.
November 23, 2024
the world will be saved by beauty.
November 22, 2024
all of these sufferings, I'm dead, eaten by my sufferings from inside. i don't
need you.
there are so many idiots around me, they don't understand literature else what
they are
the teachers of the stupid TCS, that's the most stupid thing I've ever heard. oh
take me away
take me away from these retards.
November 21, 2024
there was a golden period when we used to enjoy, now it's nothing but rot,
brainrot, our
days are gone, those times couldn't be back, we are heading towards a gorge
from which we
won't be back. it's an endless ugly journey of life, golden time's gone and
won't be back
again.
November 20, 2024
maybe in some other universe we'll be sitting in the same class.
sitting under the winter sun, it's so good, it feels refreshing.
November 16, 2024
birthday celebration: ate momos with 2 of my friends, it was cold weather, I
loved it.
last one minute of my 20th birthday
i want to marry her so bad.
at night my productivity starts to boost and encourages me to write.
it was foggy outside today and the temperature sore down.
autumn ode has been dropped at raghavlens, instagram
memories so many memories here.
nov 10 2004, 12:52 pm ist.
happy birthday to me, I was born 20 years ago today.
Happy birthday to me.
November 10, 2024
last one minute of my teenage.
November 9, 2024
last year this time I was on the train heading home.
today is my last day of teenage.
deep in the space there
November 8, 2024
10 years of Interstellar.
they knock i open the door hands me the bottle tells me to bring water i do,
they say
thank you i accept, i don't really like it, i don't like their thank you why don't
you bring it
yourself?
dive deeper into the literature.
sometimes they act happy, sometimes awful. damn people.
November 7, 2024
people are gross, why don't you leave me alone, don't contact, i don't want
your
connection, i don't want to follow, I would never, leave me alone.
i miss the old wave music.
chemistry exam and I'm not ready.
November 6, 2024
i hope you are fine.
what days were they, the school days, really missing those, the chants, the
buses, the
ground, the classroom, friends, teachers, breaks, how we used to play in the
breaks, the fear
of teachers, tests, exams and that cultural period. gone, all gone.
last year was tough, really really tough, i know I dealt with it. wow
2020 was fun, a lot of good music.
and still waiting for JB7
the sun has set, nooooo...
november 3: a beautiful day, under the sun.
I'll be continuing my literature work at @thepirpanjal
November 3, 2024
give me a sign if someone really sees my posts.
it's been so long and i didn't unveil the project, sorry, honestly i didn't decide
the title
for the project, I'll be unveiling it sooner.
hi november, one of my two favourite months, october.
i see the leaves waving.
November 1, 2024
one day I was on the dice she was sitting right there i saw her and fell in love
with her i
was in a beautiful shock her eyes made me dwell i was in love o' i was once in
love.
tall damn trees tall damn trees tall damn pines the road inbetween and I rave
like hell
it's an endless freedom watch the hazel sunlight damn beautiful i stand at my
place and
state the pines i state the pines if i'm watching them for the first time tall damn
trees.
rants fuck them they're retards they talk like shit they're shit shouting uneven
why are
they rubbish let them be they deserve it fuck them don't care, I would never
but sometimes
all of a sudden im not supposed to.
birds fly the leaves fall i'm still, i don't like being still i need to see my trees
shed their
leaves i need autumn to live my life's not my life it's autumn's walking on the
crisp red,
yellow fallen plum leaves makes me alive it's the last happiest thing I live for
fuck them.
October 30, 2024
just kidding im never going to.
i will retire from photography in 2029.
October 29, 2024
i often recall my past, im past, im present, i live in the past, i survive present.
October 24, 2024
again the hustle bustle in the class, mechanics and chemistry is over.
October 21, 2024
leaves don't fall, they drop dead.
October 18, 2024
didn't get time to post these past days. it's the 16th of autumn and I'm sitting in
the
class, nothing much just hustle bustle
October 16, 2024
average day, had the chemistry lab today and viva which didn't go well.
October 9, 2024
3 years ago today i bought my damn phone.
2 years ago, around 7:20 i broke my wrist.
unveiling the project today.
October 7, 2024
october is special to me, fall is special to me, i don't know what exactly
fascinates me
but the shedding leaves, yellow all around makes me feel so good, words
aren't enough.
it's been a while since I wrote any poem. ahh I need to complete the edition.
October 5, 2024
day 14 is over, it was not a hectic day, mathematics first, chemistry and then
the
workshop, designed some cool shit.
October 4, 2024
i forgot to write about the past few days, i went home on 27th and didn't get
the time to
write, I'm back in college and it's a free period, day 13.
October 3, 2024
i welcome my favourite month with grace. Welcome October.
october arrives, autumn arrives.
October 1, 2024
day 12, mechanics and math are over, free right now will be computer
programming ig.
September 27, 2024
day 11 had our classes till 1 then came back, didn't get the time to post. it was
a boring
day overall, that communication period was shit.
September 26, 2024
music is drug again for me.
One month and a day since i joined.
day 10 mathematics class right now, Taylor's theorem.
September 25, 2024
day 9, it was off for 4 days, sitting in the class, math class is over, C at 10.
September 24, 2024
jeene laga hoon pehle se zyada, pehle se zyada tum pe marne lga hun.
September 22, 2024
oct. 7 I'll reveal my project.
how hard was it, very very hard.
what's running in my mind?
how beautiful her discography is>>>>
listening to two hands - Astrid S
I'll give you a feeling.
I've spent 10445761 minutes on earth.
cold, fever, everything surrounded me.
oh emma, haven't seen you since december.
i cried on november 9th 2023, after so long i went home, such a peaceful
moment it
was, tears tears.
in the memory of my beloved home, I love my home, I love every inch of it.
I'm sorry, I love you.
last year today, the sufferings of my life started.
September 20, 2024
clash of clans is peace, so many memories.
finished shooting at 6:30 or so.
day 8, computer class is over, just sitting, i guess it's a free period.
September 19, 2024
i guess it's time to switch to my last year's personality..
i just can't forget, I can't forget her.
it could be sooner but most probably it would be autumn next year, I've a large
collection of poems I've written last year and this year, though I've written
more last year
than 2024.
im not here to judge, just saying it was terrible.
day 7 sitting in the class, teacher yet to come.
September 18, 2024
just did the photoshoot and cinematic shoot.
can't wait to feel November.
October and November, peak season.
9 years ago today, Arif gave me that led pencil.
I felt embarrassed, the next day which was sept. 18, i came to the class, two of
my
classmates were standing next to the blackboard, no one was there except us.
my mother
was supposed to come but later the matter dissolved.
the same day when I came back home, everyone knew what happened, i was
in the
washroom and heard everyone talking about it, i stood still at the staircase and
was too
embarrassed to go and show up to my family, later I went but I was full of
guilt, my
mistake.
in the library right now, reading the diary of a young girl.
in the mechanic engineering class, clicked some pictures.
then came back to the class, sat quietly, didn't talk too much in the class, I felt
everyone
knew what I did, no one did actually.
day 6. computer class.
10 years, one decade, wow. i remember everything about that day, i cried, i
went to my
Hindi teacher outside her class and cried, i don't wanna be in this school, no
that's not the
future though.
at exactly 10:00 am, 10 years ago today I went to the ground and talked to our
principal.
sept. 17 2014, something embarrassing happened to me and today marks its
10th
anniversary.
September 17, 2024
the anecdotes I've written are based upon different timelines of my life. there
are a lot
of things, a lot of. a lot of things to be written. it would be completed by
March next year
and i would release the project by fall(October or November) next year.
September 16, 2024
today last year snooze ft. Justin Bieber came out.
September 15, 2024
the major part of the poems are nature based then life, society, people, love
moreover
the poems are inspired by my experiences. that person plays an important role.
my project will contain poems, a lot of, can't specify, then the literature works
(anecdotes) all of my lifetime moments, those moments are separated by acts,
different
times contain different acts. the scheme of the poems would be free verse and
rhyme.
everything about the project: thread
november 10: anecdote soon.
I'm already excited for Autumn.
the anger in me has potential or I would fuck them all.
retards, bullshits, idiots.
happy 6th wedding anniversary to mr and mrs Justin Bieber.
September 14, 2024
I'm writing acts for my upcoming project, scheduled to be released in fall 2025
or
earlier.
my clan is officially dead.
paper has more patience than people.
just had dinner with my relatives from Kolhapur, Maharashtra. reached home
at approx
7 pm.
day 5 just came in the class, just 3 people in the class, 3rd one just entered,
going home
today noon.
oh! i was once terribly young.
September 13, 2024
sept. 17 is near, 10th year anniversary of embarrassment.
September 12, 2024
i don't know how to forget your face.
day 3 tech communication, then pm modi session.
September 11, 2024
you are the universe.
retards shouts everywhere fauls, water everywhere they understand do they?
no, they're
all retards, some are sensitive they're not shy but okay. okay sometimes
sometimes weird,
sometimes not everytime.
day 2, reading the diary of the young girl in library.
September 10, 2024
you just ran me over.
then you made me feel like I'm the personality.
reading the diary of a young girl.
butterflies fly high, fly high their wings.
computer engineering class.
first official day of the college.
September 9, 2024
tranquillity home is a place where there's peace all around butterflies roam
sparrows
chant birds fly beautiful dawns beautiful dusks butterflies roam sparrows
chant birds fly till
dawn.
tranquillity home is a place where there's peace all around butterflies roam
sparrows
chant birds fly beautiful dawns beautiful dusks butterflies roam sparrows
chant birds fly till
dawn.
the fall brings emptiness emptiness of prevail, peace the leaves fall, scenes are
beautiful i stand under the tree on the fallen yellow leaves the branches stand
still tall,
empty, black, all black the sky is yellow the weather is cool beautiful so
beautiful beautiful
home.
he sometimes sleep till 12 sometimes till 8 life's a message for him he needs
freedom,
clutters he is a complete agony sorrow overwhelms him he needs to escape he
can't time
doesn't allow somebody please help him he's stuck he thinks home home home
September 8, 2024
without literature life is hell.
hunched on a typewriter, now
literature is an art.
butterflies flies over the flowers flowers have a scent hello to the world there
tiny, tiny,
houses, roads we don't know they have a colony, i know it's beautiful, very
beautiful dive,
just try to dive would you?
September 7, 2024
my prediction: Justin Bieber's album will be out in March 2025.
i say hello, they say bye
the end of the induction programme.
day 9, last day of the induction programme.
September 6, 2024
writing the last day - sketch
the bieber wave is coming...
September 5, 2024
still in the seminar hall
day 7 sitting in the seminar hall.
September 4, 2024
20 slides on my Instagram is live.
at DIET rajouri for the driver's license trial.
September 3, 2024
just wrote “the bluebird is craving”
clouds everywhere, mist from the jungle, heaven
driving and watching the weather wow... home you're beautiful
I've my diary archive back from 2019, i really miss the time i didn't realise
how fast it
went past.
the clock says 5:38:40
3 years 5 months and 14 days since Justice came out.
the way the rain sprays>>>
love is a dog from hell
reading Harry Potter
September 2, 2024
im kind of inactive on instagram these days which is really a good thing...
i will soon shortlist poems for the album.
i watch trees, i watch clouds, i watch yellow clouds, it's setting, sun sets
A country road. A tree
sparrows and the owl
yellow alba - verse 3
fireflies in the dark
titles of my upcoming poems in the album, yet didn't decide the title of the
album - a
thread
here again at Bathuni
September 1, 2024
worst network ever, zero bars @airtel fix this please
it's chilling temperature, cold
August 31, 2024
room in my coupe, let me open the door.
day 4 again sitting in the hall, going home at noon.
August 30, 2024
day 2 sitting in the seminar hall rn, just came after a yoga session at the
playground.
August 28, 2024
first day of college!
August 27, 2024
how beautiful nature is, autumn falls, magical, it's magical, pure magic.
August 25, 2024
don't be like so many other writers, write you, write me
is instagram glitched or something, Justin Bieber deleted the baby photo
thrice.
Justin Bieber can't decide which photo to postn
why did justin Bieber delete the baby bieber photo?
August 24, 2024
FALL arriving soon...
I'll be 10k posts until fall 2025.
how toxic could someone be?
bieber album not anyway soon.
today last year Chandrayaan 3 module landed on the moonnn
August 23, 2024
i watch sparrows and an owl sitting on a tree, sparrows are whispering, so
good.
in the jungle watching trees wave and make melodies, wow
can't wait to start the countdown for the Justin Bieber album.
August 22, 2024
happy rakshabandhan n
August 19, 2024
going shopping for rakshabandhan n
August 18, 2024
listening to my organic teacher via recording, memories.
i want you and only you
serious question: why does Twitter not have an archive option?
wrote a lot of poems! will post a thread.(nnn(cid:127)nnn(cid:127)nnn)
don't be like so many other writers.
saw JUSTIN BIEBER: SEASONS again, i admire him so much, emotional"
hey FALL where are you?
the way autumn sheds leaves makes me fall in love.
it's the 17th of August and I'm excited for autumn to begin.
August 17, 2024
habitual - music video out January 2025
poems i've written: n more than 100 essential poems
justin Bieber albums!
there are those birds watching still on the rooftop they whisper.
Clan points peak: 28777, April 19
August 16, 2024
joined TRUTH this evening, basically a replica of Twitter but the good thing
is I got
my name as the username which is kinda cool as this app could get bigger in
the future.
saw THE SILENCE for the second time
just making memories through texts
i would hang my older tweets in a museum!
15th August - independence friend's birthday
one of my favourites and saddest days has to be March 12 2021.
happy independence day
August 15, 2024
I'll change my username the day Justin Bieber releases his album.
August 14, 2024
waiting for the boys at the road side.
i sat on a little rock, grass nearby the mountains at the back jungles, sunny,
little cloudy
listening to Lana Del Rey the scenes, the scenes are beautiful too beautiful.
cool and lil warm weather here.
August 13, 2024
Off to the races is beautiful.
August 12, 2024
why am I unable to see my older tweets?
west coast is the best song of the century.
i had a dream that me and my school friends were playing kabaadi. a little girl
that
teacher, we played woww
August 11, 2024
Kr$na's WHAT'S UP is fucking fireeee.
I read Bukowski, my life's Bukowski.
a lot of misery is written, a lot of.
i watch 3 birds on a telephone wire i watch them everyday i sleep, let them
sleep one
day one flew away then the other.
linda vacuums, i sit still.
August 10, 2024
i think I fell for her never gonna fall for her again, i do think about her,
sometimes i
don't that doesn't mean I don't love her, sometimes she makes me feel angry
why? I still
love her deep down i truly love her.
October breezes fall, fall is a dream picture tree, leaves fallen, so clear.
get drunk get drunk lament
i remember how fascinating clouds were. Watching my cousin play and I was
just
fascinated by the cloud search while finding bases.
August 9, 2024
A RADIO WITH GUTS I THROW IT OUT OF MY WINDOW GLASS
BROKEN, I
GO TO THE GLASSMAN, HE FIXES I BREAK IT AGAIN THE NEXT
DAY YOUNG
LADY WATCHES AND I LISTEN TO THE DAMN RADIO
wrote somewhere around January this year I guess.
bartenders, whores drinking, smoking
THERE'S AN EVIL SPRIT IN THE JUNGLE
sometimes it's green and sometimes it's brown. seasons change, people change
but God
always remains the same.
a decade closer to that embarrassment
August 8, 2024
i was just thinking of why it wasn't raining and all of a sudden it started
raining n
August 7, 2024
her reply made my day>>>>> happy birthdayn
i see the field i see that tree
how beautiful my home is, im lucky
August 6, 2024
writing a November poem
don't mean to sound desperate
August 5, 2024
It's currently raining and I'm enjoying it and listening to die for you by Justin
Bieber.
August 3, 2024
i was at townhall 5 and experience level 35 me and my friends used to discuss
about
our progress in class, school ground, it was fun doing that, i miss it.
i started playing Clash Of Clans on 26th July 2017, I mentioned it earlier too,
since
then there was a lot of experience i gained, patience, strategy , precision
everything, the
game had changed a bit since then.
The Clash Of Clans nostalgia: thread
I'm back in Clash Of Clans will upgrade the Townhall in coming days.
August 2, 2024
don't know what to write.
August 1, 2024
clicked a lot of pictures today in love with those.
July 29, 2024
there are certainly any number of lonely people without much to do with their
nights. -
Charles Bukowski
July 28, 2024
writing a novel right now.
7 years is huge i remember 26th July 2017 i came home from school and paint
work
was going on at my home and i sat on the chair in the lobby and downloaded
the game for
the first time ever.
today marks my 7 years on Clash Of Clans.
July 26, 2024
I left Clash of Clans a couple of months ago and opened it sometimes, i hope
I'll be
back sooner or later.
July 25, 2024
"Exploration is in our nature. We began as wanderers, and we are wanderers
still." —
Carl Sagan
July 22, 2024
July 20th 1969, eagle landed on the surface of the moon exactly 55 years ago,
Apollo
11 “A small step on the moon is a giant leap of the man kind” - Neil
Armstrong men on
board: Neil Armstrong Buzz Aldrin Michael Collins
July 20, 2024
Another fight where no one wins again 'Cause we don't care if we're careful
anymore
So you hurt me, and then I hurt you back Do you remember how tangled we
got in our
feelings?
what are doing to me, listening to attention by charlie puth right now......
i need you to stayyyyyyyy
July 17, 2024
I can defend you like an army.
July 14, 2024
pain and passion, my desire.
July 9, 2024
you have to be silent sometimes.
July 7, 2024
lana del rey>>>>>>>
don't wanna fall asleep, i rather fall in love.
June 18, 2024
the words have come and gone i sit ill.
once I was unbelievably young.
June 16, 2024
i miss 2019, golden days have come and gone.
June 15, 2024
Idolize Shree Ram, everything will be peaceful.
writing poems for the album, excited.
June 13, 2024
I've no idea what to write?
my productivity is dead.
“No matter how wise a person like Ravan, even if he is a ten-headed
intelligent one, if
he is devoid of Dharm, then destruction is certain.”
June 12, 2024
fuck selfish people. Fuck most people.
why am I doing this? these don't even deserve a death bed, these little walking
whales.
June 11, 2024
last year I had no idea what i was doing! traumas.
last year on 8 june trauma began again.
June 8, 2024
In sorrow seek happiness.
the universe is beautiful. isn't it?
“there's a bluebird in my heart”
“drink from the well of yourself and begin again”.
June 7, 2024
Congress the worst opposition ever. defend me!
it's snowing in June. wow
June 6, 2024
it's 15° and peaceful.
twitter is now PORNHUB.
June 5, 2024
i like the way how they got fucked up!
In a world full of Uttar Pradesh, be someone's Madhya Pradesh.
sigh let's get out of this election era.
go listen to music. bloodbathed
it's been so long since Justice came out, where are you @justinbieber?
I don't wanna fall asleep, I'd rather fall in love.
if you want a new idea, read an old book.
pappu sirf editing mein hi jeet skta hainn
June 4, 2024
i'm concerned when you look at my face.
TOMORROW is the day...
can you be my ghost?
June 3, 2024
dumb and numb 24 year old
we haven't met since March, last year.
I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river, to me you're everything that
exists; the
reality of everything. Life, I tell you, would be impossible without you.
last year this same time, I met my friend for the last time.
no-one will change their votes if someone says so!
burnol stocks will skyrocket the day after tomorrow.
some people bring you amazing ideas.
Why don't skeletons fight each other? They don't have the guts.
June 2, 2024
last year at this time, me and my friend enjoyed the late night hangover.
those stars make me feel better.
"freedom isn't free."
Imagination is indeed more powerful than knowledge.
it's the off season to photograph at my place.
I'm already missing autumn.
all the apricots are over.
pictures documentary is off the track for now.
the mountains and the car, picture perfect.
don't get confused, my posts are random, they barely link to each other.
queen is indeed my favourite.
June 1, 2024
why do people resign in chess when they know they are going to lose, that
makes me
feel ewww towards them like why the fuck bro, accept your defeat and move
on but nah
bro they choose resignation.
i've no will to write anymore.
i miss the jurrassic period.
May 31, 2024
the patience i had last year damn.
god damn, your eyes.
May 30, 2024
The fuckers. There, I feel better. God-damned human race. There, I feel better.
Fuck what they think.
I'm concerned when I look at your face
if you let them kill you, they will.
2020 was my last best year so far.
last year i thought of releasing my first ever documentary "the pictures
documentary"
on March 12th of this year, ended up discarding the idea, hope i will release it
later in the
near future. wrote a lot of poems, novels, all memories and about the days i
went through.
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
the universe is truly immense.
May 29, 2024
2. Changes - Justin Bieber
1. Justice - Justin Bieber
My top albums: a thread.
yesterday evening I was stargazing, and saw 5 satellites swirling through the
stars,
those 30 minutes felt amazing, I lived, I lived.
haven't seen since March 2023.
May 28, 2024
even when I'm not talking to her, I love her more, 1000 times more.
I love her more and more.
“beautiful things don't ask for attention ”
May 27, 2024
WE STILL DON'T TRUST YOU
May 23, 2024
mic check one two one two.
May 22, 2024
the LEVEL of toxicityn
May 21, 2024
congratulations @justinbieber and hailey Beiber.n
May 10, 2024
currently sitting in the sunlight enjoying the sun in the cold.
May 1, 2024
don't write if you don't want to.
don't be like so many other writers.
April 23, 2024
don't tease me like it is easy.
the way you touch me.
April 22, 2024
I have an exam tomorrow wtf.
April 20, 2024
those faces i miss them i miss the notebooks on the desks i miss my teachers i
miss
every joke we cracked i miss my desks where we used to sit i miss my
classroom i miss the
blackboard i miss those chanting i miss everything each and everything all the
memories.
i miss my school so much i miss my classmates all the fun we did everything
we played
together we cried together we had fun together we had traumas together i can't
forget those
precious days days come back i know they won't they won't never ever.
how do I say what I felt this past year it was terrible so terrible even if I
wanted to skip
i couldn't i tried to quit but didn't i survived the toughest time of my life i feel
happy after I
did it.
i hear them from my window.
spring has come and gone, leaving me with a lot of memories.
it makes absolutely no fkn sense, tortured album what shtt that is
all the poets are busy.
April 19, 2024
i watch that damn bird on that damn berry tree i climb sometimes high, higher
i
sometimes feel nervous what if I fell i watch that damn bird and climb climb
up above.
it's April 18, a year ago my trauma started, thankfully i survived it, it was tuff,
a lot ups
and down, no ups though, I was tired, I was dead, i wrote a lot of poems,
everything, I felt
like I'm deprived, thankfully i survived.
i feel like I'm glued to the floor it's only the chemicals. but it's for the first
time...
April 18, 2024
i was 15 when the world put me on the pedestal.
whenever someone joins my clan I can't see his league, this is worse.
@ClashofClans
please fix this.
i used to listen to Taylor Swift's reputation, now I ended up her songs sound
the same
same type of vocals in every song infinite versions (tf are you trying to
produce), with over
30 songs in each album, wtf??
April 17, 2024
first episode done and it's n
watching Clash-A-Rama let's see how it goes..
currently sitting in my car.
April 16, 2024
i know no-one sees my tweets and I don't want that too! i want my tweets to be
shown
to me only so that I can read all of these in the future as a memory.
i don't get the point of the "edit" option being in the premium section, it should
be free!
I'm afraid that I won't be able to access my own tweets in future!
I like the "hog sphinx", it looks damn cool.
it's still raining heavily.
spaces on X are great for myself, I keep recording those.
this song is stuck in my head flame - Justin Timberlake
i hear clouds roaring.
the happiest moment of my life
drink from the well of yourself and begin again.
Neither am I writing a novel.
I'm not writing a poem.
it's 8:26 in the morning, I'm sitting on the sofa waiting for my breakfast.
April 15, 2024
snooze and miss the moment.
tons of photos, i literally forgot to post them here.
searching for opponents...
I've spent 1200 on that Spotify shit.
I'm in love sharing stupid things here.
i thought of releasing my pictures documentary on March 12 but didn't. i was
excited to
share but the lack of platforms made me drop the idea of the release, but I've
had it done,
and will definitely release at some point of time.
April 14, 2024
it's raining peacefully outside, light and peaceful. I love that sound of rain
drops falling
on the leaves.
grapes are my drugs.
April 13, 2024
i started playing clash of clans seriously on October 18 2023 and my
experience level
rose up from 121 to 155 in the timelapse.
One year anniversary for the trek, me and my cousin did.
i see 3 birds on a telephone wire.
April 12, 2024
how's your eternal Sunshine going?
justice still remains my favourite album after 3 years of release.
dear @airtelindia please resolve network issues in my area! network speed is
too slow.
Twitter is definitely my personal diary.
it was on the 2nd floor on Coronado Street I used to get drunk and throw the
radio
through the window.
April 11, 2024
i pushed again in Clash of Clans. Right now I'm in the Titan league, I'll be in
Legends
league soon.
I'm just making memories hahaha
I post pictures but the internet is weak here at my home, I don't know what the
reason
is, it only gets better at night around 11:30 pm.
i find myself deep in nature.
April 10, 2024
it's been 3 years since Justice was released, I'm still eagerly waiting for Justin
Bieber to
drop the album, i don't know how that day is going to be, it'll be insane for
sure.. definitely
April 8, 2024
tomorrow is my exam and I'm scared.
2017 was my second prime year
2019 was my prime year.
April 3, 2024
You have to die a few times before you can really live - Charles Bukowski
March 23, 2024
there are worse things than being alone.
March 19, 2024
mountains were my home city streets made me alone sadness busting out of
me home
is the place I wanted to be tears fell upon my face I missed pictures of my
green space city
streets were a heavy chain but now mountains heal my pain "deep inside I felt
like an
empty can"
February 22, 2024
sparrows in the verandah”
January 2, 2024
so yeah, today is the day I'm going home, right now I'm at the railway station
and the
train is arriving soon, happy
December 27, 2023
tomorrow is the day, I'm going home after a long harsh time, it was very hard,
very
very hard but I managed and yeah I'm going home.
December 26, 2023
Wednesday is the day, finally it's so near, I'm going home, and thankfully
there's no
internet connectivity right now and that's fine, I'm going to enjoy nature, away
from the
creepy internet, thank you.
December 25, 2023
the person you tell me you love.
December 24, 2023
I hear a lot about sinners, don't think that I'll be a saint.
December 12, 2023
3:16 and One Half the sun comes in my window and I'm sleepy in the
afternoon. a fly
lands on my typewriter and I watch it walk around in the dust. somebody asks
me
"Bukowski, what time is it?" I say "3:16 and one half. Charles Bukowski.
December 8, 2023
where's there light, there's hope.
December 6, 2023
we can be homeless, we can be broke, as long as you love me
midnight till morning, call if you need somebody.
December 1, 2023
why do people behave so dumb, they think they are at the top, but actually it's
not, why
don't they mind their own business, act dumb, behave like a 9 year old,
aphasic...
November 29, 2023
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
November 23, 2023
hello aleem, I know you're watching this, if yes please retweet hahaha, you
stalking
huh?
you know I would die for you!
November 18, 2023
only 39 days and I'll be free from all the things I've faced for 8 months. It was
difficult
but I had patience, a month and 9 days!! Final3
November 17, 2023
your voice is music to my ears, I'm wide awake, stuck on the way your
frequency
resonates.
November 7, 2023
I'm unable to sleep n
October 26, 2023
I am sitting here in class and my classmates are chanting and yah I'm waiting
for the
day I'll go home, and hopefully only 20 days are left.
my interest in astronomy is declining and I'm afraid.
October 17, 2023
"What one man calls God, another calls the laws of physics."
October 16, 2023
Happy Birthday to our prime minister @narendramodi
September 17, 2023
it's gonna be so soon just don't worry boy you will be alright you will be
alright.
how are you guys doing today?
It's the 16th of September
September 16, 2023
i write science fiction novels, poems, stories and my documentary “the great
pictures
documentary is coming soon” in February 2024, it's gonna be insane, I've
written a couple
of poems and will add it to the documentary, novels are pending but soon I
will write them
too.
how to be the smartest guy on earth, go away from dumb i guess
Justin Bieber is back, new music on 15th September
and yeah, it's September 7th, 2 months to go!
September 7, 2023
dreams are such a big mystery, no-one knows what dreams really are, they are
strange,
who knows?
What if earth stopped spinning? Hahahahha
20 dollars and you're gone hahaha just kidding
August 29, 2023
it's 27th August and it's Sunday, I'm here in Rajasthan and yeh
I wasn't there in the right direction
Hey!! how's your day going?
August 27, 2023
Drake's album won't be released this month but in September...
Are you proud of @isro
We all want Justin Bieber's new album
Justin Bieber will be featured in SZA's song snooze
August 26, 2023
Everyone's around!!!
March 20, 2023
Hey @YouTube when you gonna free up fing's YouTube channel from
hackers?
March 2, 2023
Follow me right now or I'll eat your meal
Like this tweet Or I'll take your dog!
Why you look adorable and I always think about you!
Hey! Why are you so cute!
Like this tweet and I'll follow you up.
Her eyes makes me sick. Consider liking my tweet.
"Dreams are the seeds of possibilities, planted in the soil of imagination, to
grow into
reality."
Hey @justinbieber I'm in love with you.
Her eyes tells a different story
"The future is something which everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes
an hour,
whatever he does, whoever he is." -
February 11, 2023
the wifi is not working, I'm craving for dark ep 2. the first episode is epic, the
storytelling and the cinematography. 10/03/26.
I woke up late today at around 9:15 am, brushed, skipped breakfast and went
to the
college as fast as I could. Overthought too much and at the end of the day
watched DARK
March 10, 2026
woke up at 8:15am, had breakfast then went to the college, got really bored,
came back
at around 4, it was hot outside and ate grapes, tried to sleep but couldn't, few
students were
Upon the table, out of the window. I see her, playing with lavender flowers. I
see her
4 march - 8 march i came to the hostel and was going to college the next 2
days, the
college got cancelled due to reasons. didn't do much productivity, tried to
watch a movie
but couldn't, yesterday watched the final match of world cup, couldn't sleep,
switched bed,
slept smhow
27 feb - 4 march I had a few great motorcycle rides to beautiful places at my
home,
spring has arrived and I was totally mesmerized by watching the trees bloom.
went across
the river and had a wonderful afternoon. played holi with my cousins on the
final day, came
back to clg.
several dreams died the day I arrived here.
loneliness is far better than sharing a room with idiotic mindsets.
the youth has drowned kashmir.
people are pathetic.
it is march, i'm far from home, i'm laying down with a fan to my left side.
home, you will forever be missed.
March 9, 2026
amschelkafka, don't you remember March 8, 2020. the last golden day, since
then
everything has changed. its been 6 years, wow. I can not believe that, do you
believe that?
wrote “you will forever be missed”
March 8, 2026
Far Off Into the Distance Is Where You Should Fuck Off
March 7, 2026
the sun has set, the time is over. solace is over. and the rides are over.
people are insanely absurd.
March 6, 2026
throwing Petals like do you love me or not.
March 5, 2026
March 3. had a very good bike ride with my cousin to my place, my favourite
place, it
was fun then in the evening i just simply roamed around and enjoyed spring at
home.
March 3, 2026
i started it and heard the machine for the first time and it was soothing to my
ears. i
didn't expect that to be that good, crazy sound. I was mesmerized and couldn't
wait for the
next morning. it was a damn crazy night.
feb. 9 i reached home around 7 I guess and I was too excited to see something
i
dreamed of since 2022. the moment I saw it, it was complete grace, it looked
so good and
the dream was complete.
February 17, 2026
first class of semester 4.
February 16, 2026
on my way to home, fkn excited.
February 9, 2026
tomorrow I'm going home and getting my hand on that absolutely gorgeous
beast I'd
been waiting for 4 years.
February 8, 2026
the years of waiting has come to an end. I'm on the 7th cloud rn. o' man i can't
define
how happy im rn.
February 7, 2026
JUST A LITTLE MORE WAIT, JUST A LITTLE
February 4, 2026
1 week, next Monday.
January 26, 2026
i think it's time to start the countdown. 9 days.
currently snowing in my hometown.
January 23, 2026
happy new year 2026. scheduled on Jan 2, 25.
31st Dec 2019 was 6 years ago.
December 31, 2025
I've never been so depressed than this day!!
December 11, 2025
im excited and nervous both
December 10, 2025
getting a RE bike soon! excited.
December 6, 2025
I'm really excited and happy right now, i will quote this tweet when that thing
will
happen.
December 5, 2025
had a cigg, ate noodles going to sleep now.
the bare hands offering 90's wit.
December 3, 2025
The 22nd anniversary of my parents..
done my assignment, wrapped up, going to sleep.
im I'll more and more
have to write a pt assignment today. im not well.
getting bored in the class for the nth time now
I'm I'll. sore throat, cold.
December 2, 2025
2023 now feels iconic to me.
December 1, 2025
i took these pictures on 23/10/2025
November 30, 2025
November 28. a very long day, came to the room and had a 4 hour sleep or so,
had
some sips of tea, it was a bit cold then went to bed scrolled, then had the
dinner, forgot my
plate was in my mate's room, had some conversations with some guys, had a
short music
session.
I'm getting bored and sleepy in the class.
November 28, 2025
seeing old tweets of mine feels iconic. every tweet from 2023 is iconic.
March 12 is beautiful every year.
a kid wore an Alan Walker sweater on March 12th 2020. the last happy day of
my life.
stay alert, stay away from these creeps, they can spread whatever nuisance
they want
for their co called entrepreneur reach. entrepreneurs lol.
social media is totally fake, especially those people who call themselves
entrepreneurs
just by making stupid reels which don't make any sense.
November 27, 2025
god damn Bukowski was always right.
sometimes close people hurt you by saying something which hurts us and we
ignore it
by just passing a smile but deep down it killed.
call me in the morning, act like you don't know.
November 26, 2025
November 2019 was 6 years ago??
currently in the seminar hall getting bored
November 25, 2025
i went private. i don't think i would go public for a few couple of months or
years. this
means I could post anything i want.
November 23. a Sunday, I woke up at 10 am and since then I have been
standing all
along working on my md assignment, it was so so tiring, woke up all night till
7 in the
morning of November 24th, today. then slept till 10 am, just now i submitted it
and it feels
good.
November 24, 2025
I'm missing my home.
November 21, 2025
just took a bath and now im sitting under the warm sun.
November 15, 2025
sitting in the sun, good winter morning
November 9, 2025
oct 1. what a wonderful it was. wow. had a great photoshoot today at my
home. i
enjoyed it to the fullest, I've good plans for tomorrow.
October 1, 2025
autumn has finally arrived.
September 22, 2025
sept 10 - sept 14 it was off, watched a few movies from the conjuring
universe. played
cricket after a long time yesterday evening.
September 15, 2025
sept 9. it was a good day overall, classes then slept a bit in the noon.
September 9, 2025
sept. 8 not a great day, it was boring, with lots of classes. stupid classmates,
everything
messy.
September 8, 2025
...the light's gone, tomorrow's college and I have to sleep at around 12 or 12:30
if light
shows up.
sept. 7 it was raining and I left for the hostel in the car of my relatives who
were
heading for their home, it was bit boring, reached hostel at around 4:30, and
then had some
talks with my friends and had dinner, then listened to music especially SWAG
2 and now
I'm on my bed.
sept. 6 was not a good day, in the early morning something bad happened and
then in
the evening I went out in the car, it was great and then few of my relatives
who came at my
house, had dinner and slept.
September 7, 2025
those early 2020 daysn
sept. 5 a good day, bieber's album came out, really enjoyed it, though I left my
headphones in my hostel and I had to listen to it in the car. a good day.
i've delayed the book, i don't have enough resources right now to make it
published tbh
plus I haven't completed it yet.
September 6, 2025
i mean it when i say i do
i guess SWAG - II by Justin Bieber is going to be dropped by 12 pst.
Justin Bieber, the album??
SWAG - II IS NOT YET OUT
my anxiety is rushing right now. i know I'm not going tomorrow, im going dat
but still
my compulsions are attacking me.
30 minutes until SWAG - II
September 5, 2025
my mind is occupied by anxiety, fear, compulsions. now i only pray God to let
me out
of this trauma I've been suffering for the last 2 years.
a lot has happened in August this year, lots of betrayal and my shattering trust
on
people. i couldn't write here because i was so hurt i didn't want to talk about
and now I'm
out of it.
SWAG - II tomorrow morning, I'm excited...yehhh
i'm writing poems on autumn which I would be dropping on October 1.
I've never been so excited for any season before than Autumn. there's
something in it I
can't define, it's beautiful, the sun, the trees everything relaxes me. the only
time of the year
I feel completely relaxed, the best time of the year. 18 days until the arrival of
Autumnn
autumn is 18 days away.
September 4, 2025
I'm not even afraid of death who the fuck is he?
it's really the time to change myself. you can't be nice to mfs. you really need
to
understand how to not give a fuck to retarded souls.
sept. 1 sitting in the library right now. btw happy September.
September 1, 2025
it's been raining since last night and everything is flooded, roads are now
rivers at my
college.
August 26, 2025
he who lives trusting, dies betrayed.
overthinking kills. useless thoughts coming in, i mean my mind needs
everything to be
perfect why? i don't get it.
August 17, 2025
I'm discarding love and society, the anthology. enough love, it's time to fuck
people via
words.
people are absurd, Kafka was right, Kafka was always right.
August 13, 2025
it's killing me bit by bit and I'm afraid if I lose myself
overthinking is a never ending story, fuck this shit
August 12, 2025
ive become pale taking too much medicine.
July 28, 2025
7. Universe’s Fate Still Unknown Ultimate Outcome: Will the cosmos expand
forever,
slow, or collapse? If dark energy stays constant, galaxies will drift infinitely
apart ("heat
death"). If not, the universe could rip itself apart (“Big Rip”) or contract back
together
(“Big…
6. Black Holes Can Evaporate (But Very Slowly) Hawking Radiation:
Stephen
Hawking predicted that black holes emit faint radiation due to quantum effects
at their
edge. Over unimaginable timescales, even the largest black holes will
eventually evaporate
and disappear.
5. The Universe Recycles Everything—Literally We Are Stardust: Every atom
in your
body heavier than hydrogen was forged in the core of a dying star or in the
titanic blast of a
supernova. The iron in your blood, calcium in your bones—all originated in
cosmic
furnaces millions or…
4. Supermassive Black Holes Lie at the Heart of Every Galaxy Every large
galaxy—including our Milky Way—harbors a supermassive black hole at its
center,
millions to billions of times the mass of our Sun. These cosmic giants were
invisible until
recently; now they’re observed…
3. The Universe Is Expanding—And Galaxies Will Eventually Become
Isolated The
expansion of space means that over time, galaxies move further apart. Dark
energy’s effect
will eventually cause all but our local group of galaxies to recede faster than
light, meaning
they will…
2. The Universe Is Full of “Cosmic Ghosts” That Pass Through You
Neutrinos—nearly
massless, chargeless particles—are produced in massive quantities by stars.
Roughly 100
billion of them pass through your thumbnail each second, undetected. Early
experiments
found only a third of…
the absurd universe, a threadn 1. The Shape of the Universe Is “Flat”—and
Stretches
Trillions of Light Years Observations reveal the universe is “flat” in a
geometrical
sense—parallel lines never meet, and the angles of triangles add up to exactly
180 degrees.
This suggests…
July 18, 2025
the space is very strange. the curiosity never dies and the mysterious never
gets solved.
I'm doing deep research on Apollo 11.
July 17, 2025
the universe is infinite, we are infinite, our thoughts are infinite.
56 years of Apollo 11 lift off.
it's been raining since midnight.
The world is full of boring, identical and mindless people.
July 16, 2025
a little weird but I find Olivia Rodrigo so cute
July 13, 2025
after listening to the album again. i swear it's the best album everr
July 12, 2025
july 11. it was one of the days of my life. i woke up early in the morning, i was
so
excited that Justin Bieber is making a comeback after 4 long hiatus years. the
album
dropped and I gave it a listen and it was fire from up to down. the first song
gave me
opening goosebumps and…
30 minutes until SWAG
is it now clocking to you?
i couldn't sleep today, im all set.
July 11, 2025
i will wake up tomorrow with my headphones on. thankyou justin, I'm so
excited
Justin Bieber, i can't sleep today..
I just finished watching the Apollo 13 documentary on Netflix, it left me in
tears.
I just finished watching the Apollo 13 documentary on Netflix, it felt me in
tears.
July 10, 2025
it's raining outside and I'm on my laptop.
July 9, 2025
the weather is cold.
July 8, 2025
im in the clouds right now. the weather is so fine.
July 5, 2025
People empty, I've to get away to refill.
ignore most of the people.
all the poets are busy writing their vain.
playing chess right now, the network is giving me creeps..
july 4. i grinded chess today so much, played cricket and going to have good
dinner
tonight.
July 4, 2025
i've a huge catalog of pictures. i've decided to stop photographing this year
until the
arrival of Autumn. I'll be posting never uploaded pictures of different seasons
before.
@raghavlens
being alone feels so much better
you've to be wild, against the odds of society, people are retards, you need to
ignore all
of them.
"One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well." (A
Room of
One’s Own) --Virginia Woolf
my dear take care of myself.
July 3, 2025
july 2020 was 5 years ago
without literature, life is hell.
july 2. a little pouring rain in the morning, watched meg 2 and went out in the
evening.
without literature, life is hell.
2020's a decade full of sad stories.
the sound of the rain outside when you're comfortable in bed is extraordinary.
my soul is not my soul.
i don't miss you, seriously.
July 2, 2025
watched the fate of furious... heading to sleep..
still thinking of collecting, may take time. i don't have enough resources yet.
july 1. under the mists of rain.
I'm sitting and there's mist of the clouds everywhere around me and very little
drops are
falling on me, feels like heaven.
sundays kill more men than bombs.
my feelings for her are completely gone.
what's your rating in chess?
what is your kind of a trauma?
crowded in vain in agony life so messed up, i could not see myself. i felt
anxious,
angry, homesick all the time. crowded people. people, people, everywhere. i
hate them. i
hate the keepers. i hate them.
she there in the field is the lonely tree; breathe under, you'll be free, i see
butterflies
over there, for them i pluck flowers with my hands bare, there's something
missing, what's
that? oh! i forgot to say, i've a cat, but she ran behind the butterflies, i saw that
thrice…
deny it's 1:15 i’m sitting on the bed, sideways and at 2 o’ clock, i’ve a class
but right
now i’m thinking about how do i deny at things i really need to work on it. or
it'll create a
mess for me and i don't know why am i here but i am, everyone here is stupid.
except a…
fuck them fuck everybody i don't give a shit and would never give them a shit.
everyone is shit, everyone. these retards are everywhere fuck them all, all one
by one they
deserve it. fuck them all one by one.
she reads my melancholy the pale fields, emptiness branches bare. i see a girl
sitting
under my tree. she reads my melancholy. she blushes as if i would propose
her. but she's
happy. she reads melancholy, sometimes at noon under my tree. and
sometimes everytime.
she loves me…
Ty. i was going back in vain and bid my bye to Ty. i told him i’ll back soon, i
went, i
suffered, i was in vain, months past. no contact. didn't mention, nothing. one
day she came
and told he's no more. i shattered i cried endlessly. and i couldn't even meet
him. i…
damn people i was dead, under the burdens of the world. chaos everywhere,
people
everywhere, i don't like people, i hate all of them. i don't give a fuck to them.
i'm still no
where to be found. my trees are worrying. don't worry i’ll be home, i’ll home.
away from
the…
she, the poem i didn't go school to learn i went to see her, her smile, her
perfection, her
eyes, her hair. all define beauty. i love her, i ask my past self, why didn't you
confess her
then? thou regret now. her innocence triggered my inner softened self, i really
didn't…
love and society is an anthology by me from my upcoming book. a thread of
poemsn:
I'm planning to develop a website for my work. it would be live in the
meantime.
I'm building a website, help me
July 1, 2025
Fate leads you to love, but first it leads you back to yourself.
June 30, 2025
i don't love her anymore. my feelings are slowly parting away.
have some whiskeys under the tree in autumn. the leaves become pale, they
would fall
on you, a few in your glass. drink with some autumn flavour.
played cricket in the evening with my cousin
Elon Musk is a drama
watching tmkoc with my cousins on the TV
getting bored at a printing shop.
rest in peace to my soul.
the weather is perfect. I'm going out, gonna experience more chills.
need to be in autumn as fast as possible.
the birds are chirping outside my home and I'm on my bed with my body
weighing on
my left hand.
without literature, life is hell.
die in vain rather than accepting society.
2 months and 24 days until the arrival of Autumn.n
Why does the world feel absurd?
what makes the autumn, the greatest season?
I'm thinking of posting a few of my poems here.
declare war at your enemies. everyone is an enemy of yours.
June 29, 2025
The Laughing Heart your life is your life don’t let it be clubbed into dank
submission.
be on the watch. there are ways out. there is light somewhere. it may not be
much light but
it beats the darkness, be on the watch. the gods will offer you chances. know
them. take
them. you…
it was so fun today, went out a bit in the evening and the weather was perfect.
reached
at a height and experienced some mist, clouds everywhere around. truly it was
a wonderful
day.
i'm grinding chess these days, my current rating is around 800 which is
dropped from
the previous 980.
June 28, 2025
what makes you love winters?
there's nothing like autumn. when the autumn arrives my heart falls for it. it is
the
season of peace, peace everywhere, the falling leaves showcase peace.
June 23, 2025
continuous absurdity makes you eager to go home.
when i hate people, i hate them from the very bottom of my senses. when I do
so, my
heart says go home. there's no peaceful place other than home, home is life,
away from
people, home is a wonder.
tough time comes and goes, people will try to demean you at the highest.
ignore all of
them. i know tough times are worse, let it flow. whatever that can happen will
happen. don't
overthink. people are retards, don't roam around them.
whatever bad that can happen will happen. so please don't worry, take care of
yourself
and let it flow.
i don't feel a thing to write. i wanna go home.
June 22, 2025
God, I believe in you, i know you will help me, i definitely know it. whatever
the
difficulties, you'll help me. even if not always but you won't let me down.
June 21, 2025
dear, take care of yourself. i can't hold it anymore.
June 17, 2025
literature is my escape from reality.
June 11, 2025
June and July are the biggest pieces of dumb shit.
June 8, 2025
sometimes I act like I'm Bukowski. and I'm Bukowski all the time.
lay under a tree, you'll feel better. better than anything. just try.
consider me as a dream.
June 5, 2025
just me on the fields of autumn under the soft sun. life was a wonder.
November i miss you.
June 2, 2025
Spotify premium is by far the best thing to invest money on.
sometimes I feel like people act good. most of the time they disgust me. and
now I'm at
the point where hatred is inside of me for them. i hate them, all of them.
everyone is a jerk.
each.
well I guess it's a never ending story. you get buried under the pile of dust.
though the
pile looks simple. deep inside I know how it feels to be under that pile of dust.
Justice
well I guess it's a never ending story. you get buried under the pile of dust.
though the
pile looks simple. deep inside I know how it feels to be under that pile of dust.
once upon a time i used to think i'll conquer the world, now i question my own
existence.
all the poets are dead.
June 1, 2025
going home tomorrow.
people are slowly and steadily killing me.
May 27, 2025
I'm so depressed and down today. i don't feel a thing. when i see them. i
disgust. Plus
I'm overthinking so much.
May 26, 2025
somehow I'm tired of people.
the world is filled with absurd people.
the absurdity of people has killed me
May 22, 2025
smoke plenty of them.
May 21, 2025
don't you dare to confess a word. they might kill you. they might eat you.
they'll leave
you hollow. moreover they will betray you. just have a sip of beer nearby a
field and watch
birds fly. watch butterflies roam. watch people roam in their fields with their
sheep.
May 20, 2025
2023 is gone. it's gone forever and I'm happy about that.
i watch sunsets with cigarettes in my bare hand with the society left behind. i
feel
immense freedom. i smoke plenty of them.
May 16, 2025
my life's not my life.
May 14, 2025
I'm missing November.
ignore most of the people.
i'm going home. on my way. stopped at the barber.
May 11, 2025
Freedom, feels so good.
now I'm going to dismiss my feed about this tension. i want to be free from
socials too.
it was terrific, it was hell this morning. it's safe now. i feel fresh as i step out I
feel that
freedom. wow
ceasefire. I'm heading home.
the rain's gone and it snowed in the mountain.
still raining. peace'
currently raining. I'm on the balcony and watching mountains getting snow.
May 10, 2025
the bombs are falling nearby.
i didn't sleep all night. it was a terrifying night.
May 9, 2025
right now on the bed nothing so special, just looking through fake news
spreading all
around.
the internet should be expensive.
accounts like @GoJammukashmir are sharing fake pictures. be aware. don't
believe
anything until the official message comes out about Jammu.
i hear blasts in Rajouri
May 8, 2025
i fear war. i don't want people in my state to die. there are a lot of things going
on in
Poonch. The news is that the IAF is going to hit Sialkot.
can anyone confirm if sialkot is under attack or not?
the situations here are not good. i'm going home tomorrow. although it's
dangerous at
home. I've to.
we all are broken people, all of us.
May 7, 2025
played cards, watched a movie and again didn't sleep. I'm sleeping now good
night..
May 2, 2025
i hit the gym, came back. didn't sleep. going to attend classes till 1. i'm already
tired.
will solve sudoku to make my brain functioning.
May 1, 2025
insomnia is hitting me. i can't sleep. i can't. i need to hit the gym at 6.
April 30, 2025
i feel like i'm in love with my ex again.
i've been playing sudoku these days...
April 29, 2025
watched 4 movies yesterday. FINAL DESTINATION franchise, I'm out of my
mind.
April 27, 2025
...putting it aside i'm going to write it. all the things i've been going through.
it'll be
more raw. all on my emptiness.
i'm writing this after a long time. it's been a couple of months since i wrote my
last
anthology from my book. though i'm trying to write more. you'll be able to see
my next
anthology in a couple of days. i was not able to write cause i thought it would
hurt me while
writing...
April 26, 2025
it's 1 am. my roommate turned off the silly fan. sleeping. goodnight.
April 24, 2025
the day is literally so boring. the first half we spent in few of the most
stupidest
sessions and now we are sitting in the seminar hall waiting for the CM
@OmarAbdullah to
come.
Chief Minister @OmarAbdullah is visiting our college today.
April 22, 2025
the weather is so good. wind, blowing. rain's falling.
april was wonderful until it was 23. you're hell. i wonder and a hundred times.
i cried. a
year of misery. my paper so rigid. my pen so vivid. don't dare to come back.
though you
still exist somewhere in my veins. fly away. i want to see pigeons the pegions
white
pegions.
2 years of trauma. on this day 2 years ago. something was about to happen. it
was so
bad. it pulled out my soul while living. April 18th a day to every problem of
mine. i can't
forget the days. painful days. so painful, i cried a hundred times. hell of this
date. fk this
date.
April 18, 2025
my mind is occupied by my evil spirit.
April 16, 2025
just wrote my work, going to sleep. gn.
April 15, 2025
i'm sitting under the tree, the weather is so good, butterflies are all around me;
white,
yellow. everything is so good, the sun is shining softly. and the light is
scattering through
the leaves, it's so good it feels so good.
April 12, 2025
goodbye you lil retards. we would never meet again.
they hurt me. i blocked them forever.
April 11, 2025
slowly and steadily. i bid toxic p.
April 10, 2025
scrolling tweets, the sir's checking notebooks. we are casually sitting, getting
bored.
...after a long time finalizing the ways we went to domino's, we didn't eat. we
suddenly
realised we weren't jeff. then we saw a small restaurant, went in. ate food and
finally went
to our college. at around 10pm we reached. it was hell of a day...
yesterday it was my exam and i went and it went fine. at 7 picked up
@NabeelAijaz16
whom i dropped in the city while on the way to the centre. we went straight to
Zudio to buy
some clothes. though i didnt buy anything. we left, completely drained. i was
hungry, we
were puzzled...
April 9, 2025
finished my ED assignment after 2 days of continuity. it was damn time
consuming. me
and my friend were onto it for so long. I'm totally tired mentally and
physically. goodnight.
April 7
finished my ED assignment after 2 days of continuity. it was damn time
consuming. me
and my friend were onto it for so long. I'm totally tired mentally and
physically. goodnight.
April 6, 2025
my mind has become so numb. i can barely think.
April 4, 2025
i'm completely exhausted. i just completed my physics assignment and it took
me 6
hours to do so with a continuous sit, it's almost 4 in the morning and my back
hurts. mental
health drained. i need sleep. good night...
let the society drown.
i wanna go home. i don't feel myself again. i feel homesick sometimes. it's a
damn fkd
feeling. though i'm trying to write.
she the soul rests in my memories.
April 2, 2025
i didn't update much. i went home on the 25th of March around 12 pm and
reached in
the evening. i chose not to write about the day. 31st today and i'm back at the
hostel. i had
my car with me this time. just casually laying on the bed nothing much. i have
to write
assignments..
March 31, 2025
they entered in 2006 and never went out of the compound for another 5 years
until cia
showed on. this world needs peace. sorry to hear peace is nowhere to be
found. wars
everywhere, killings everywhere.
today i did research on Osama Bin Laden's and his last decade. im so
depressed by just
the fact he hid for 5 years without stepping outside of his compound, a lot of
things made
me uncomfortable like his children and wives had to follow strict rules. they
never stepped
out...
March 22, 2025
how many times she has told me not to do a specific thing and i do it and then
i regret
it.
i'm tired of society. i mean it.
March 21, 2025
i've become melancholy.
March 20, 2025
acted loose? then suffer.
March 19, 2025
literature has made me evil for society.
March 18, 2025
slept for 2 hours, woke up, had tea with biscuits, tomorrow's an exam and i'm
chilling.
March 17th, 2025.
March 17, 2025
decided to publish yet another anthology from my book. it has spring poems
and raw
notes.
March 16, 2025
it was such a wonderful day today, laying on the grass and watching the
beautiful trees,
clear sky, crystal clear views, crystal spring. everything was damn beautiful
today, played
cricket and captured some of the classical shots i played. a day to remember.
March 13th,
2025.
March 13, 2025
i went camping today with my family and it was fun. after a long time i felt
fresh again.
home is home.
i reached home late night. woke up with a beautiful spring morning with
flowers
everywhere around. such a wonderful time, March.
March 12, 2025
i was happy that my compulsions are getting less. my compulsions are at their
peak
now and i fear myself. im tired.
reached home, it was a great day today.
March 11, 2025
after so many delays, finally got SONY WH-CH 520 yesterday. @Sony
March 7, 2025
in the electronics class and it's so boring...
March 5, 2025
i'm so frustrated. so so frustrated.
March 4, 2025
spring has arrivednn
March 2, 2025
happy birthday Justin Bieber
March 1, 2025
1 day until spring's arrival.
it's raining outside and I'm in class.
February 28, 2025
waiting for the teacher to arrive, in the class.
February 27, 2025
i've shifted to apple music. bye spotify.
they say that hell is crowded, yet, when you’re in hell, you always seem to be
alone.
February 25, 2025
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
February 24, 2025
went to kotranka today. it was amazing.
February 22, 2025
don't give a fuck. it will solve millions of your problems.
February 21, 2025
your life is your life
February 20, 2025
don't leave me like that, my friend.
February 19, 2025
i hate people, i just hate them.
casually sitting on the couch and writing quotes by Nietzsche.
im not henry chinaski
February 18, 2025
im feeling earthquake jolts.
February 15, 2025
came home, drove the car, and enjoyed it.
February 14, 2025
control yourself, control.
im working on the next anthology from the book.
saturday was a really terrible day. it started off good, we played cricket and it
was fun.
then it turned bad at 2 and then fed off that at 6 and then another bad thing
happened at 10.
it was a terrible day. sat. feb 8th
February 10, 2025
i had a football session after a long time and i'm so tired. my neck, my legs,
my arm
everything feels broke.
February 7, 2025
uhv class right now, just sitting and reading Bukowski.
February 6, 2025
love and society the first anthology from the book.
February 4, 2025
a hectic day today we had classes until 5.
first class of semester 2.
February 3, 2025
the universe is in my veins.
February 2, 2025
“bluebird” by Charles Bukowski is by far the greatest poem ever.
February 1, 2025
couldn't release it. still under process.
January 31, 2025
2 years ago today i wrote my debut short novel titled ”First Contact”.
coming back home. it was hell of a day yesterday.
January 29, 2025
going jammu for an exam and it's so cold here in my hometown. fingers ain't
working.
frost everywhere around.
January 28, 2025
our lives have changed.
9 years to my cycle.
5 years to the masterpieces i bought.
January 27, 2025
im going to rank my top 10 greatest albums, songs.
went to darhal today, i forgot the road to the iconic waterfall. i didn't have
much time to
roam around because i didn't tell my parents that im visiting darhal although
it's a few
kilometres from my home. it was not much of a great experience because i
didn't tell my
parents.
January 26, 2025
it's so fun when i think about how i change every month, like a month ago i
gave a little
fuck to people, i don't give a single shitt now.
i would love to go to 2019.
the beauty of the home is unmatched. the sun, the chirping birds on the trees.
the trees,
the clouds. everything is serene. i bet that.
January 24, 2025
there's nothing to write here now. i wish i could finish the unfinished poems
for the
album. and later on i need to work on the book too.
January 23, 2025
i'm addicted to SZA.
January 21, 2025
injustice is everywhere.
the sun's getting dark and I'm afraid I will die.
had some pubg sessions yesterday.
January 20, 2025
going to get some snacks.
January 19, 2025
watching the kingdom of the planet of the apes.
January 18, 2025
heard you fuckin' on the other end.
January 16, 2025
my poetry album is coming in a few days.
January 13, 2025
i drank coffee at 10 pm and now i'm unable to sleep, it's been 5 hours.
people are pathetic, all people.
mahol poora foggy haye foggy.
there's so much fog here in jammu. and i'm m enjoying it.
January 10, 2025
all i want to be at is home, home, home.
beautiful time has gone. it would never come back.
January 8, 2025
this november was my most average november despite being one of my
favourite
months.
3 years ago today i proposed to her.
reached hostel around 5:30 pm.
off the home, waiting for the matador.
January 7, 2025
late 2019, december was the best month of the year.
2019 was by far the best year.
favourite years of my life as much as i can remember: 2010 2011 2012 2013
2017 2019
2020 early 2021 until May.
1 month and 23 days until spring's arrival.n
January 6, 2025
space is still a mystery.
it's currently raining down here and snowing on the mountains. so cold.
January 5, 2025
just watched a few of the outdoor boys videos and damn they were crazy
good.
so many more years to go and we will finally die, that's what life means, life
has an end
and that death.
covid-19 is making a comeback hahahaa.
the snowy mountains are looking damn beautiful. home you're beautiful, so
beautiful.
January 3, 2025
this is now my personal diary again, so you will see most of the posts around
my life,
home.
i'm going off the premium now.
chilling with my cousins, photoshoots on the mountains.
social anxiety is real at some point. i don't like to meet people. i don't really
like it.
the only thing which is great is that i have a little more freedom than before. i
can go
wherever i want to some extent.
i remember life was peaceful back then now it's just about hurdles. nothing to
really
enjoy. nothing.
a diary. just a diary.
sitting and vibing with my cousin.
January 2, 2025
2020 was 5 years ago...
January 1, 2025
happy new year! scheduled on August 16 2024
10:26 PM, dec. 31 2024.
the sun has finally set.
last day of the year....
December 31, 2024
dec. 31, scheduled on oct. 28
Who do you admire the most?
injustice is a threat to justice.
im an atom floating in the space.
poets are busy writing their vain.
sometimes i see vivid pictures, some sought of connection from my childhood.
it
makes me feel nostalgic.
dance with me under the diamonds.
damn literature made me crazy. damn fucking literature.
December 30, 2024
i was sitting today and was watching the mountains here in my hometown.
there was
no sound just me watching those good damn huge mountains covered with
snow. those
curves, those trees, woooh goosebumps. made me remember my childhood.
i like to float in the emptiness of the universe.
some people deserve hatred.
we are all museums of fear.
love is a dog from hell.
something bad that can happen, will happen.
something bad that can happen will happen.
ever since i was a kid i been legit.
just had my breakfast and i'm looking at the view, wow.
every song i listen to in a timeline, it has a connection with that time, when
ever i listen
to it again, i feel the same time it was then.
December 29, 2024
to thine own self be true.
and he rang the bell, I came out and asked, “what do you want”, he smiled and
said, “I
want peace”, ahh tell him I'm living in vain. sept. 3rd 2023
i'm thoughtless right now.
poets are busy writing vain.
what makes home beautiful?
a year ago i reached home. dated. december 28th 2023.
a year ago i reached home. dated. december 28th 2023.
December 28, 2024
last year today i came back home after a long trauma. time slipped by. dated.
december
27th 2023
last year today i came back home after a long trauma. time slipped by.
December 27, 2024
those vivid yellow flowers in the shining sun. the sun during summer and i'm
holding
those flowers. nostalgia is hitting me. those sun shines. i can feel them. golden
days.
sun bathing, great weather, great view. home
December 26, 2024
going to sleep after chess sessions!
we are blessed. pir panjal is blessed.
cold. listening circles.
poets are busy writing.
bieber release the fkn album!!!
"Come what come may, time and the hour runs through the roughest day."
(Macbeth)
broken roads. broken lives.
a year can change me.
i watch 3 birds on a telephone wire.
the world isn't in the books or maps, it's out there.
December 25, 2024
my brain's not braning after chess sessions.
Charles Bukowski is the greatest poet.
beware of those who seek constant crowds; they are nothing alone.
I have no time for mediocre people. It’s all or nothing. Greatness or despair.
No middle
ground.
melancholy, the book out fall 2025.
master good and the bad people.
my fields will always be my fields.
"Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death
but
once." (Julius Caesar)
my ambition is hidden under my laziness.
"My mistress’ eyes are nothing like the sun."
“shall i compare thee to a summer's day?”
“So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, / So long lives this, and this gives
life to
thee.”
merry christmas even
"Golden lads and girls all must, As chimney-sweepers, come to dust."
"Though this be madness, yet there is method in 't."
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be
a liar;
But never doubt I love."
December 24, 2024
hell is empty and all the devils are here.
"O, beware, my lord, of jealousy; It is the green-eyed monster which doth
mock The
meat it feeds on."
"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be
a liar;
But never doubt I love." Shakespeare
"Frailty, thy name is woman!"
"Brevity is the soul of wit." Hamlet, Act 2, Scene 2
"To be, or not to be: that is the question" Hamlet, Act 3, Scene 1
she is my favourite poet.
once we used to sit in a class. now it's just the feelings left.
damn literature made me crazy.
society is fucked up. just walk on the grass and watch the sun rise.
ignore most of the people.
i'm reduced to bird watching.
literature is such a fine thing to exist.
god has a plan. god has a plan. god has a plan.
How in the hell could a man enjoy being awakened at 8:30 a.m. by an alarm
clock, leap
out of bed, dress, force-feed, shit, piss, brush teeth and hair, and fight traffic to
get to a
place where essentially you made lots of money for somebody else and were
asked to be
grateful for…
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but i'm too tough for him i
say stay
in there i won't let anybody see you.
100k impressions today..
retards are often found here on X.
it's 2 degrees and i need to bath.
trees...peace...peace.
at least for now... now...
let me be your muse.
i'm a philosopher now.
the 0 likes won't stop me from posting every single thought btw
i hope next year is the happiest year of my life.
"I'm not a man of good taste, I'm a man of no taste."
“there's a bluebird in my heart”.
"You have to die a few times before you can really live. The 100th time is the
charm."
"Poetry is what happens when nothing else can."
Charles Bukowski quotes: a threadn
is it okay if i still love that person?
it's so cold. my hands are frozen.
she has wild eyes, slightly insane.
down the avenues of fields lies a group of shepherds.
December 23, 2024
went to mela today. it was fun
i earned my first income today.
“i don't want my imagination die”. a quote from my book melancholy.
i can't count the days i slept with agony. it was a harsh time. i would never go
back in
that time. 2023 was the worst year for me. the worst ever, when i came back
home, i
couldn't believe i made it, i cried so many times, i was so depressed and now
when i look
back at that…
i didn't actually think of publishing my book on a specific day but most
probably by
october.
it's so cold here at my home. cold thin air, sizzling.
people are retards. just be alone, learn to be alone. people won't let you live
peacefully.
hike. hike and hike.
everything looks serene. that emptiness of autumn. views. mountains.
everything. that's
the reason my home is beautiful.
December 22, 2024
March 14th 2020 it was March 14th 2020, the day my father bought me a
tablet, I was
excited, i couldn't wait for him to return, it was evening he came and I was
overwhelmed,
who doesn't if you're 15 years old i opened the box and took out the tablet, set
it, played
some…
this is one of the narrations from my book.
the last day: March 12th Act - I We were in class 9th, final exams were going
on. On
March 12 we had our third last exam of mathematics, i was sick, not extremely
sick but
sick, the day before, couldn't study much, around 9pm it was raining outside,
my friend
dialed me and…
december 28. the narration is completed.
sitting in the sun with my cousins.
December 21, 2024
it was a fine day. after sessional exam i came home. just laying on the bed and
watching a movie in the tv. fine day.. dated. dec. 20
i don't let my bluebird out of my heart.
reached home an hour ago. when i saw the mountains, the autumn trees i felt
so
relaxed. met everyone and enjoyed with my cousins. wow.
bluebird. there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too tough
for him, I
say, stay in there, I'm not going to let anybody see you. there's a bluebird in
my heart that
wants to get out but I pour whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the
whores and
the…
watching trees. the autumn tree after a long time. they look so beautiful. i can't
wait to
see my home.
December 20, 2024
it was a okay okay day. c exam held today and viva too. it went lil good. and
tomorrow
i'm going home.
December 19, 2024
i'm back in clash of clans.
it was a fine day. little stress full at the start. had a walk with arsalan with
music on and
it felt so good. it was cold outside and we just walked and walked. had snacks
afterwards
and came to our rooms.
December 18, 2024
casual day today. had my chemistry exam. i went good not great. tomorrow's
communication and C's viva. i'm yet to prepare. dated. dec. 17
casual day today. had my chemistry exam. i went good not great. tomorrow's
tech
tech
communication and C's viva. i'm yet to prepare.
i love her essence. more than that i love her.
i'm so excited to go home. yah.
friday. i'm coming home. see you.
there is enough treachery, hatred violence absurdity in the average human
being to
supply any given army on any given day.
December 17, 2024
chemistry sessional exam tomorrow and didn't prepare anything..
i watch trees but these trees are not trees. they're else. trees at my home. they
are
different. they feel different. i want to feel trees, there at my home.
i'll be happy and sad at the same time. when i don't see my home for too long. i
become
numb.
the world is freaking weird. if i ignore you, i ignore you that's it. people just
try to
follow me always. why just go away i want my space too. just go away.
i die to see my fields. my place. my soil. i'm tired of people i'm surrounded
with. i want
to be free. these people are retards. i'm fed up.
sitting in the sun right now. just had my lunch.
the mechanics sessional exam is over and it went great. everyone cheated.
mumtaz had
his phone on. my head hurts right now i guess because of the cold. i didn't go
out in the
sunlight. rn mechanics class is going on. sir is teaching projectile motion.
December 16, 2024
to love you, love you like that.
i guess i'm never gonna use sc again.
be private, don't share your real side.
i'm in love with her and i will always be in love with her.
people. people. people.
ignore people. that's all i can say.
just had the cold bath and i hoped for the sunlight but there's no light. it's cold
but it
isn't that cold as i expected. it's fine.
i just woke up and need to bath. there's no geyser here so cold bath.
December 15, 2024
saturday. just casually sitting on the bed. next week i'm going home. i'm really
tired.
don’t undress my love you might find a mannequin; don’t undress the
mannequin you
might find my love. - trapped. bukowski
December 14, 2024
i wrote for 22 hours straight. definitely it was the hardest time ever. fuck i
pushed
myself beyond the limits. i slept at 5 and woke up at 8. had a 3 hour sleep.
December 13, 2024
i'm so tired now. i'm going to sleep. it's 5:23 in the morning and my work is
still
incomplete. fuck.
peace when you are disconnected from toxic socials is eternal...
completely exhausted.
little tired but i have to complete the workshop. it's gonna take a lot of time.
maybe 4 or
5 in the morning.
never give a damn. people are hungry.
didn't get time these days. busy schedule. that's why I didn't complete dec. 28.
narration, by saturday it will be completed.
i deleted instagram the day before yesterday and it's the best decision i've
made. i'm
feeling refreshed.
still writing workshop practical. i guess it's gonna take a lot of time.
going fine. writing the workshop practical with mumtaz ali.
December 12, 2024
just sitting and listening to music, relief.
i post my stuff in code words too. i don't think anyone would understand it.
hahaha
got a lot of poetry ideas. watching stupid people yell makes me write
masterpieces.
you're just a star dust. chill.
ignore people at your highest, some people deserve it. retards. retards.
somewhere in this vast universe there are some people living in vain.
my dog died last year. i miss him so much, i left home on June 7 and told him
that i'll
be back and play with you again but I couldn't fulfill that wish. i miss him so
much, he is
always gonna be with me. always. I'm crying and writing this. i miss you so
much Tyson.
December 11, 2024
the amount of tears i shed for home is countless.
once i dreamt. once i dreamt.
listen, think, observe.
dec. 8 2019 we had our last school picnic ever. times i would never forget and
now i'm
living in vain.
December 10, 2024
dec. 20 you near huh?
she was so beautiful that butterflies were shy.
he kept watching butterflies and she left.
had a pleasant fun roast with mumtaz ali and Siddharth, it was fun. i recorded
it too.
making memories.
it's just the abyss dear, try not to gaze into it.
imagine floating in the endless space, such a dream. sometimes i want to go, i
want to
enter a falcon unknowingly, i want to die in space. i want to die in space, the
space.
they won't understand you. give them no chance.
a little info. about me. my name is Raghav Sharma. i'm from pir panjal,
Jammu
Kashmir, India. i'm just a writer conveying literature.
i watched hereditary this evening, it was a good movie and suspense thriller.
6/10.
listen to music, a lot of music.
don't let your bluebird out.
read Charles Bukowski.
make up your own imaginary world.
beggin' on the knees to be popular. kill anyone to be popular. sell your soul to
be
popular.
explore home. click pictures. bath in the river.
be in nature. watch trees wave.
ghost everyone. don't talk much to people. ignore most of the people.
beautiful things you can do: a thread.
go ghost. cut people. don't care. ghost everyone.
"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a
monster. And if
you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you". — Friedrich
Nietzsche
enjoy. life is hell.
December 9, 2024
i've nothing to eat and i'm hungry.
the more crap you believe, the better off you are.
it's going fine today. i'm just missing my home. not much like i did last year.
i've to complete my sketch. shit.
there's a blue bird in my heart that wants to get out.
when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
my sadness has become death.
why does sunday evening feel depressed?
the universe was never kind.
writing the assignment for C programming, yet to be completed.
we are living on a blue dust particle, strange.
when i was a kid, i always wondered what made the universe, it's so vast, it's
strange. i exist that's a strange thing. people exist. strange.
i'm sitting rn and im going out to get some food, it was some kind of exam in
so
the
college, they didn't let me go out of the hostel, told to come after 12 o' noon.
i'm hungry.
dec. 8 will be home on dec. 20
i'm writing the sketch of dec. 28 last year. it's going well, it'll be added to the
book.
i'm writing the sketch of dec. 28 last year. it's going well, it'll be added to the
book.
December 8, 2024
home is freedom, you can do whatever you want, not here and i miss that.
this dude besides me is snoring as hell.
double O tated all over her body. yeh
when you meet a person, you feel like how this guy lives, he has a different
life and is
smooth but when you know them more and more you feel like they are normal
and nothing
else.
favourite - she and the butterflies in the field.
first installment dated. july. 28th, 23'
JUSTICE: the journal.
i've written 50+ poems in it, all reflect my time, from nature to being
depressed,
everything. my book is all about this, the time, the bad time, the journey, the
journey.
I'll only be publishing the best poems I've written till date, i wrote anecdotes
and I need
to write more of them, i need to complete the book by March.
are you drunk? i'm a poet.
how stupid people are, one asks me should I cut my hair? i said it's your
choice and he
says “what people I've been surrounded with”? i mean dude it's your hair, not
mine, you
have to do what your mind says, you have to do things on your own, you don't
need my
approval.
Who do you admire the most?
i'm sure it will break my record of 100k in 7 days in July.
December 7, 2024
it's too cold, waiting for momos with my good friend mumtaz outside the
college
campus. dated. dec. 6
7.1k impressions in the last 7 days. damn it's getting higher and higher.
i've written almost 300 poems out of which the best will be published. one of
my
favourites is she and the butterflies in the field.
almost everything is wrong these days those were the days when there was no
tension,
now i feel like I should jump from a 10 story building but I can't i just want to
be at home
and sit under the sun, that's it. i want to see my trees whisper i want peace.
i don't want to think about it but when i do it makes me feel happy as i
survived, this is
my trophy, it is indeed my trophy.
it was so tough but I survived and wrote it in a diary and also recorded it for
my
project.
the book im working on is titled “melancholy”, i'll be publishing it by fall
2025, ive
worked a lot, I've written a lot last year, so many poems, i was in vain, this
taught me a lot a
lot.
melancholy, a thread.
what a stupid update X has implemented, i mean if you are not able to see the
exact
timestamp then what's the fun. it should not be live.
9:40 and sir is not here, me and mumtaz are sitting and he is watching some
minecraft
video.
i want you to stay, stay here after hours.
December 6, 2024
i would rate smile 3.5 out of 5, the plot was good but was kinda boring, ending
was
good with a decent plot twist.
watching smile with my friends.
just hung out with my good friend Arsalan in the cricket ground and saw
mumtaz
playing cricket, and then went back to his room, discussed academics .
it was my TCS practical test today and a presentation which went well.
hurrah!!
life is all about suffering, you'll be happy for moments and more sad
afterwards. more
sad moments in life than happy moments. i understood that at 20.
ignore most of the people that's all you can do to live.
December 5, 2024
how fast time passed by, it was december 5 a few days ago, I was excited to
come
home by 28th and now it's been a year!! this is crazyy!
impressions - 5.2k in 7 days, damn.
i'm missing my home, i want that comfort, it's been a lot of days since i went
home, i
can't wait to go. just can't maybe on the 20th of this month i'll be going.
it was a tense day yesterday, it was chemistry practical and I was so much
worried
about it, hopefully it went okay, now today's tech communication skills
practical and I
didn't do anything, it's 12:17 am.
i guess i should start posting whatever is going on in my life, it will make me
happy in
the future, and I will hang those tweets in the museum.
Justice is now raghavsharma for a while.
December 4, 2024
god you're the only one.
i'm missing my home, after 20 days I will be going home, it's been 16 days
since i came
back from home, can't wait to go home.
home home home that's all.
i remember the times when we were kids, things were simple, sober,
everything was so
fine, no compulsions nothing. and miss it sometimes.
the world is absurd. why?
missing the sparrows.
i can't believe my school got over 2 years ago.
dec. 3, 2019 was 5 years ago.
hatred, violence, absurdity
December 3, 2024
melancholy out fall 2025.
the project is a book titled “melancholy”.
my book is named “melancholy”.
December 1, 2024
let your frustrations out right here ee
highlights tab should be free
last day of my favourite month.
what a great experience it was this evening, my friends and i walked and
walked and
talked, it was so good, we ran, ate, beautiful dated: nov 30.
November 30, 2024
the least music I listened to was in October 2023 counting to only 515 minutes
while
the highest in October 2024 counting to 2800 minutes (didn't add YouTube
streams or else,
pure Spotify)
rule no. 1 - ghost everyone.
what a fucked up place man, retards everywhere.
damn literature made me crazy. damn fucking literature. it was 11 in the
morning class
was on i wrote in the absurd sense they walked in and asked for things they
own usually i
don't reply but that day i did fool.
your memory is ecstasy.
sitting in the sun rn, it feels so good.
i miss the softer sun
November 29, 2024
sometimes I feel like I just want to go away, far away.
again the anxiety attack.
fuck man i don't give a shit.
nothing good i could share.
I'm not over the moon.
hell is a place not so far away
dkk dkk dkk sound of the triumph, fuck crazy
im tired, im exhausted, i just want to be at home.
i just want to go home, that's it.
i think I could have loved you but not so far.
the presentation went cool as fuck.
November 28, 2024
limit your interactions please.
November 27, 2024
eversince i was a kid I've been legit.
November 25, 2024
I'm a dead poet always living in pain, once I used to go out, once I used to live.
beggin' on the knees to be popular!
I am a sick man . . . I am a wicked man. An unattractive man. I think my liver
hurts.
However, I don't know a fig about my sickness, and am not sure what it is that
hurts me.
oh man literature saved me every time.
November 24, 2024
write it down, the world forgets it too quickly.
the thing that makes X one step worse is not having the edit option for free
users, that's
mean, totally mean.
it was a beautiful day yesterday, and we enjoyed it a lot.
my literary name is Justice.
November 23, 2024
the world will be saved by beauty.
November 22, 2024
all of these sufferings, I'm dead, eaten by my sufferings from inside. i don't
need you.
there are so many idiots around me, they don't understand literature else what
they are
the teachers of the stupid TCS, that's the most stupid thing I've ever heard. oh
take me away
take me away from these retards.
November 21, 2024
there was a golden period when we used to enjoy, now it's nothing but rot,
brainrot, our
days are gone, those times couldn't be back, we are heading towards a gorge
from which we
won't be back. it's an endless ugly journey of life, golden time's gone and
won't be back
again.
November 20, 2024
maybe in some other universe we'll be sitting in the same class.
sitting under the winter sun, it's so good, it feels refreshing.
November 16, 2024
birthday celebration: ate momos with 2 of my friends, it was cold weather, I
loved it.
last one minute of my 20th birthday
i want to marry her so bad.
at night my productivity starts to boost and encourages me to write.
it was foggy outside today and the temperature sore down.
autumn ode has been dropped at raghavlens, instagram
memories so many memories here.
nov 10 2004, 12:52 pm ist.
happy birthday to me, I was born 20 years ago today.
Happy birthday to me.
November 10, 2024
last one minute of my teenage.
November 9, 2024
last year this time I was on the train heading home.
today is my last day of teenage.
deep in the space there
November 8, 2024
10 years of Interstellar.
they knock i open the door hands me the bottle tells me to bring water i do,
they say
thank you i accept, i don't really like it, i don't like their thank you why don't
you bring it
yourself?
dive deeper into the literature.
sometimes they act happy, sometimes awful. damn people.
November 7, 2024
people are gross, why don't you leave me alone, don't contact, i don't want
your
connection, i don't want to follow, I would never, leave me alone.
i miss the old wave music.
chemistry exam and I'm not ready.
November 6, 2024
i hope you are fine.
what days were they, the school days, really missing those, the chants, the
buses, the
ground, the classroom, friends, teachers, breaks, how we used to play in the
breaks, the fear
of teachers, tests, exams and that cultural period. gone, all gone.
last year was tough, really really tough, i know I dealt with it. wow
2020 was fun, a lot of good music.
and still waiting for JB7
the sun has set, nooooo...
november 3: a beautiful day, under the sun.
I'll be continuing my literature work at @thepirpanjal
November 3, 2024
give me a sign if someone really sees my posts.
it's been so long and i didn't unveil the project, sorry, honestly i didn't decide
the title
for the project, I'll be unveiling it sooner.
hi november, one of my two favourite months, october.
i see the leaves waving.
November 1, 2024
one day I was on the dice she was sitting right there i saw her and fell in love
with her i
was in a beautiful shock her eyes made me dwell i was in love o' i was once in
love.
tall damn trees tall damn trees tall damn pines the road inbetween and I rave
like hell
it's an endless freedom watch the hazel sunlight damn beautiful i stand at my
place and
state the pines i state the pines if i'm watching them for the first time tall damn
trees.
rants fuck them they're retards they talk like shit they're shit shouting uneven
why are
they rubbish let them be they deserve it fuck them don't care, I would never
but sometimes
all of a sudden im not supposed to.
birds fly the leaves fall i'm still, i don't like being still i need to see my trees
shed their
leaves i need autumn to live my life's not my life it's autumn's walking on the
crisp red,
yellow fallen plum leaves makes me alive it's the last happiest thing I live for
fuck them.
October 30, 2024
just kidding im never going to.
i will retire from photography in 2029.
October 29, 2024
i often recall my past, im past, im present, i live in the past, i survive present.
October 24, 2024
again the hustle bustle in the class, mechanics and chemistry is over.
October 21, 2024
leaves don't fall, they drop dead.
October 18, 2024
didn't get time to post these past days. it's the 16th of autumn and I'm sitting in
the
class, nothing much just hustle bustle
October 16, 2024
average day, had the chemistry lab today and viva which didn't go well.
October 9, 2024
3 years ago today i bought my damn phone.
2 years ago, around 7:20 i broke my wrist.
unveiling the project today.
October 7, 2024
october is special to me, fall is special to me, i don't know what exactly
fascinates me
but the shedding leaves, yellow all around makes me feel so good, words
aren't enough.
it's been a while since I wrote any poem. ahh I need to complete the edition.
October 5, 2024
day 14 is over, it was not a hectic day, mathematics first, chemistry and then
the
workshop, designed some cool shit.
October 4, 2024
i forgot to write about the past few days, i went home on 27th and didn't get
the time to
write, I'm back in college and it's a free period, day 13.
October 3, 2024
i welcome my favourite month with grace. Welcome October.
october arrives, autumn arrives.
October 1, 2024
day 12, mechanics and math are over, free right now will be computer
programming ig.
September 27, 2024
day 11 had our classes till 1 then came back, didn't get the time to post. it was
a boring
day overall, that communication period was shit.
September 26, 2024
music is drug again for me.
One month and a day since i joined.
day 10 mathematics class right now, Taylor's theorem.
September 25, 2024
day 9, it was off for 4 days, sitting in the class, math class is over, C at 10.
September 24, 2024
jeene laga hoon pehle se zyada, pehle se zyada tum pe marne lga hun.
September 22, 2024
oct. 7 I'll reveal my project.
how hard was it, very very hard.
what's running in my mind?
how beautiful her discography is>>>>
listening to two hands - Astrid S
I'll give you a feeling.
I've spent 10445761 minutes on earth.
cold, fever, everything surrounded me.
oh emma, haven't seen you since december.
i cried on november 9th 2023, after so long i went home, such a peaceful
moment it
was, tears tears.
in the memory of my beloved home, I love my home, I love every inch of it.
I'm sorry, I love you.
last year today, the sufferings of my life started.
September 20, 2024
clash of clans is peace, so many memories.
finished shooting at 6:30 or so.
day 8, computer class is over, just sitting, i guess it's a free period.
September 19, 2024
i guess it's time to switch to my last year's personality..
i just can't forget, I can't forget her.
it could be sooner but most probably it would be autumn next year, I've a large
collection of poems I've written last year and this year, though I've written
more last year
than 2024.
im not here to judge, just saying it was terrible.
day 7 sitting in the class, teacher yet to come.
September 18, 2024
just did the photoshoot and cinematic shoot.
can't wait to feel November.
October and November, peak season.
9 years ago today, Arif gave me that led pencil.
I felt embarrassed, the next day which was sept. 18, i came to the class, two of
my
classmates were standing next to the blackboard, no one was there except us.
my mother
was supposed to come but later the matter dissolved.
the same day when I came back home, everyone knew what happened, i was
in the
washroom and heard everyone talking about it, i stood still at the staircase and
was too
embarrassed to go and show up to my family, later I went but I was full of
guilt, my
mistake.
in the library right now, reading the diary of a young girl.
in the mechanic engineering class, clicked some pictures.
then came back to the class, sat quietly, didn't talk too much in the class, I felt
everyone
knew what I did, no one did actually.
day 6. computer class.
10 years, one decade, wow. i remember everything about that day, i cried, i
went to my
Hindi teacher outside her class and cried, i don't wanna be in this school, no
that's not the
future though.
at exactly 10:00 am, 10 years ago today I went to the ground and talked to our
principal.
sept. 17 2014, something embarrassing happened to me and today marks its
10th
anniversary.
September 17, 2024
the anecdotes I've written are based upon different timelines of my life. there
are a lot
of things, a lot of. a lot of things to be written. it would be completed by
March next year
and i would release the project by fall(October or November) next year.
September 16, 2024
today last year snooze ft. Justin Bieber came out.
September 15, 2024
the major part of the poems are nature based then life, society, people, love
moreover
the poems are inspired by my experiences. that person plays an important role.
my project will contain poems, a lot of, can't specify, then the literature works
(anecdotes) all of my lifetime moments, those moments are separated by acts,
different
times contain different acts. the scheme of the poems would be free verse and
rhyme.
everything about the project: thread
november 10: anecdote soon.
I'm already excited for Autumn.
the anger in me has potential or I would fuck them all.
retards, bullshits, idiots.
happy 6th wedding anniversary to mr and mrs Justin Bieber.
September 14, 2024
I'm writing acts for my upcoming project, scheduled to be released in fall 2025
or
earlier.
my clan is officially dead.
paper has more patience than people.
just had dinner with my relatives from Kolhapur, Maharashtra. reached home
at approx
7 pm.
day 5 just came in the class, just 3 people in the class, 3rd one just entered,
going home
today noon.
oh! i was once terribly young.
September 13, 2024
sept. 17 is near, 10th year anniversary of embarrassment.
September 12, 2024
i don't know how to forget your face.
day 3 tech communication, then pm modi session.
September 11, 2024
you are the universe.
retards shouts everywhere fauls, water everywhere they understand do they?
no, they're
all retards, some are sensitive they're not shy but okay. okay sometimes
sometimes weird,
sometimes not everytime.
day 2, reading the diary of the young girl in library.
September 10, 2024
you just ran me over.
then you made me feel like I'm the personality.
reading the diary of a young girl.
butterflies fly high, fly high their wings.
computer engineering class.
first official day of the college.
September 9, 2024
tranquillity home is a place where there's peace all around butterflies roam
sparrows
chant birds fly beautiful dawns beautiful dusks butterflies roam sparrows
chant birds fly till
dawn.
tranquillity home is a place where there's peace all around butterflies roam
sparrows
chant birds fly beautiful dawns beautiful dusks butterflies roam sparrows
chant birds fly till
dawn.
the fall brings emptiness emptiness of prevail, peace the leaves fall, scenes are
beautiful i stand under the tree on the fallen yellow leaves the branches stand
still tall,
empty, black, all black the sky is yellow the weather is cool beautiful so
beautiful beautiful
home.
he sometimes sleep till 12 sometimes till 8 life's a message for him he needs
freedom,
clutters he is a complete agony sorrow overwhelms him he needs to escape he
can't time
doesn't allow somebody please help him he's stuck he thinks home home home
September 8, 2024
without literature life is hell.
hunched on a typewriter, now
literature is an art.
butterflies flies over the flowers flowers have a scent hello to the world there
tiny, tiny,
houses, roads we don't know they have a colony, i know it's beautiful, very
beautiful dive,
just try to dive would you?
September 7, 2024
my prediction: Justin Bieber's album will be out in March 2025.
i say hello, they say bye
the end of the induction programme.
day 9, last day of the induction programme.
September 6, 2024
writing the last day - sketch
the bieber wave is coming...
September 5, 2024
still in the seminar hall
day 7 sitting in the seminar hall.
September 4, 2024
20 slides on my Instagram is live.
at DIET rajouri for the driver's license trial.
September 3, 2024
just wrote “the bluebird is craving”
clouds everywhere, mist from the jungle, heaven
driving and watching the weather wow... home you're beautiful
I've my diary archive back from 2019, i really miss the time i didn't realise
how fast it
went past.
the clock says 5:38:40
3 years 5 months and 14 days since Justice came out.
the way the rain sprays>>>
love is a dog from hell
reading Harry Potter
September 2, 2024
im kind of inactive on instagram these days which is really a good thing...
i will soon shortlist poems for the album.
i watch trees, i watch clouds, i watch yellow clouds, it's setting, sun sets
A country road. A tree
sparrows and the owl
yellow alba - verse 3
fireflies in the dark
titles of my upcoming poems in the album, yet didn't decide the title of the
album - a
thread
here again at Bathuni
September 1, 2024
worst network ever, zero bars @airtel fix this please
it's chilling temperature, cold
August 31, 2024
room in my coupe, let me open the door.
day 4 again sitting in the hall, going home at noon.
August 30, 2024
day 2 sitting in the seminar hall rn, just came after a yoga session at the
playground.
August 28, 2024
first day of college!
August 27, 2024
how beautiful nature is, autumn falls, magical, it's magical, pure magic.
August 25, 2024
don't be like so many other writers, write you, write me
is instagram glitched or something, Justin Bieber deleted the baby photo
thrice.
Justin Bieber can't decide which photo to postn
why did justin Bieber delete the baby bieber photo?
August 24, 2024
FALL arriving soon...
I'll be 10k posts until fall 2025.
how toxic could someone be?
bieber album not anyway soon.
today last year Chandrayaan 3 module landed on the moonnn
August 23, 2024
i watch sparrows and an owl sitting on a tree, sparrows are whispering, so
good.
in the jungle watching trees wave and make melodies, wow
can't wait to start the countdown for the Justin Bieber album.
August 22, 2024
happy rakshabandhan n
August 19, 2024
going shopping for rakshabandhan n
August 18, 2024
listening to my organic teacher via recording, memories.
i want you and only you
serious question: why does Twitter not have an archive option?
wrote a lot of poems! will post a thread.(nnn(cid:127)nnn(cid:127)nnn)
don't be like so many other writers.
saw JUSTIN BIEBER: SEASONS again, i admire him so much, emotional"
hey FALL where are you?
the way autumn sheds leaves makes me fall in love.
it's the 17th of August and I'm excited for autumn to begin.
August 17, 2024
habitual - music video out January 2025
poems i've written: n more than 100 essential poems
justin Bieber albums!
there are those birds watching still on the rooftop they whisper.
Clan points peak: 28777, April 19
August 16, 2024
joined TRUTH this evening, basically a replica of Twitter but the good thing
is I got
my name as the username which is kinda cool as this app could get bigger in
the future.
saw THE SILENCE for the second time
just making memories through texts
i would hang my older tweets in a museum!
15th August - independence friend's birthday
one of my favourites and saddest days has to be March 12 2021.
happy independence day
August 15, 2024
I'll change my username the day Justin Bieber releases his album.
August 14, 2024
waiting for the boys at the road side.
i sat on a little rock, grass nearby the mountains at the back jungles, sunny,
little cloudy
listening to Lana Del Rey the scenes, the scenes are beautiful too beautiful.
cool and lil warm weather here.
August 13, 2024
Off to the races is beautiful.
August 12, 2024
why am I unable to see my older tweets?
west coast is the best song of the century.
i had a dream that me and my school friends were playing kabaadi. a little girl
that
teacher, we played woww
August 11, 2024
Kr$na's WHAT'S UP is fucking fireeee.
I read Bukowski, my life's Bukowski.
a lot of misery is written, a lot of.
i watch 3 birds on a telephone wire i watch them everyday i sleep, let them
sleep one
day one flew away then the other.
linda vacuums, i sit still.
August 10, 2024
i think I fell for her never gonna fall for her again, i do think about her,
sometimes i
don't that doesn't mean I don't love her, sometimes she makes me feel angry
why? I still
love her deep down i truly love her.
October breezes fall, fall is a dream picture tree, leaves fallen, so clear.
get drunk get drunk lament
i remember how fascinating clouds were. Watching my cousin play and I was
just
fascinated by the cloud search while finding bases.
August 9, 2024
A RADIO WITH GUTS I THROW IT OUT OF MY WINDOW GLASS
BROKEN, I
GO TO THE GLASSMAN, HE FIXES I BREAK IT AGAIN THE NEXT
DAY YOUNG
LADY WATCHES AND I LISTEN TO THE DAMN RADIO
wrote somewhere around January this year I guess.
bartenders, whores drinking, smoking
THERE'S AN EVIL SPRIT IN THE JUNGLE
sometimes it's green and sometimes it's brown. seasons change, people change
but God
always remains the same.
a decade closer to that embarrassment
August 8, 2024
i was just thinking of why it wasn't raining and all of a sudden it started
raining n
August 7, 2024
her reply made my day>>>>> happy birthdayn
i see the field i see that tree
how beautiful my home is, im lucky
August 6, 2024
writing a November poem
don't mean to sound desperate
August 5, 2024
It's currently raining and I'm enjoying it and listening to die for you by Justin
Bieber.
August 3, 2024
i was at townhall 5 and experience level 35 me and my friends used to discuss
about
our progress in class, school ground, it was fun doing that, i miss it.
i started playing Clash Of Clans on 26th July 2017, I mentioned it earlier too,
since
then there was a lot of experience i gained, patience, strategy , precision
everything, the
game had changed a bit since then.
The Clash Of Clans nostalgia: thread
I'm back in Clash Of Clans will upgrade the Townhall in coming days.
August 2, 2024
don't know what to write.
August 1, 2024
clicked a lot of pictures today in love with those.
July 29, 2024
there are certainly any number of lonely people without much to do with their
nights. -
Charles Bukowski
July 28, 2024
writing a novel right now.
7 years is huge i remember 26th July 2017 i came home from school and paint
work
was going on at my home and i sat on the chair in the lobby and downloaded
the game for
the first time ever.
today marks my 7 years on Clash Of Clans.
July 26, 2024
I left Clash of Clans a couple of months ago and opened it sometimes, i hope
I'll be
back sooner or later.
July 25, 2024
"Exploration is in our nature. We began as wanderers, and we are wanderers
still." —
Carl Sagan
July 22, 2024
July 20th 1969, eagle landed on the surface of the moon exactly 55 years ago,
Apollo
11 “A small step on the moon is a giant leap of the man kind” - Neil
Armstrong men on
board: Neil Armstrong Buzz Aldrin Michael Collins
July 20, 2024
Another fight where no one wins again 'Cause we don't care if we're careful
anymore
So you hurt me, and then I hurt you back Do you remember how tangled we
got in our
feelings?
what are doing to me, listening to attention by charlie puth right now......
i need you to stayyyyyyyy
July 17, 2024
I can defend you like an army.
July 14, 2024
pain and passion, my desire.
July 9, 2024
you have to be silent sometimes.
July 7, 2024
lana del rey>>>>>>>
don't wanna fall asleep, i rather fall in love.
June 18, 2024
the words have come and gone i sit ill.
once I was unbelievably young.
June 16, 2024
i miss 2019, golden days have come and gone.
June 15, 2024
Idolize Shree Ram, everything will be peaceful.
writing poems for the album, excited.
June 13, 2024
I've no idea what to write?
my productivity is dead.
“No matter how wise a person like Ravan, even if he is a ten-headed
intelligent one, if
he is devoid of Dharm, then destruction is certain.”
June 12, 2024
fuck selfish people. Fuck most people.
why am I doing this? these don't even deserve a death bed, these little walking
whales.
June 11, 2024
last year I had no idea what i was doing! traumas.
last year on 8 june trauma began again.
June 8, 2024
In sorrow seek happiness.
the universe is beautiful. isn't it?
“there's a bluebird in my heart”
“drink from the well of yourself and begin again”.
June 7, 2024
Congress the worst opposition ever. defend me!
it's snowing in June. wow
June 6, 2024
it's 15° and peaceful.
twitter is now PORNHUB.
June 5, 2024
i like the way how they got fucked up!
In a world full of Uttar Pradesh, be someone's Madhya Pradesh.
sigh let's get out of this election era.
go listen to music. bloodbathed
it's been so long since Justice came out, where are you @justinbieber?
I don't wanna fall asleep, I'd rather fall in love.
if you want a new idea, read an old book.
pappu sirf editing mein hi jeet skta hainn
June 4, 2024
i'm concerned when you look at my face.
TOMORROW is the day...
can you be my ghost?
June 3, 2024
dumb and numb 24 year old
we haven't met since March, last year.
I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river, to me you're everything that
exists; the
reality of everything. Life, I tell you, would be impossible without you.
last year this same time, I met my friend for the last time.
no-one will change their votes if someone says so!
burnol stocks will skyrocket the day after tomorrow.
some people bring you amazing ideas.
Why don't skeletons fight each other? They don't have the guts.
June 2, 2024
last year at this time, me and my friend enjoyed the late night hangover.
those stars make me feel better.
"freedom isn't free."
Imagination is indeed more powerful than knowledge.
it's the off season to photograph at my place.
I'm already missing autumn.
all the apricots are over.
pictures documentary is off the track for now.
the mountains and the car, picture perfect.
don't get confused, my posts are random, they barely link to each other.
queen is indeed my favourite.
June 1, 2024
why do people resign in chess when they know they are going to lose, that
makes me
feel ewww towards them like why the fuck bro, accept your defeat and move
on but nah
bro they choose resignation.
i've no will to write anymore.
i miss the jurrassic period.
May 31, 2024
the patience i had last year damn.
god damn, your eyes.
May 30, 2024
The fuckers. There, I feel better. God-damned human race. There, I feel better.
Fuck what they think.
I'm concerned when I look at your face
if you let them kill you, they will.
2020 was my last best year so far.
last year i thought of releasing my first ever documentary "the pictures
documentary"
on March 12th of this year, ended up discarding the idea, hope i will release it
later in the
near future. wrote a lot of poems, novels, all memories and about the days i
went through.
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
the universe is truly immense.
May 29, 2024
2. Changes - Justin Bieber
1. Justice - Justin Bieber
My top albums: a thread.
yesterday evening I was stargazing, and saw 5 satellites swirling through the
stars,
those 30 minutes felt amazing, I lived, I lived.
haven't seen since March 2023.
May 28, 2024
even when I'm not talking to her, I love her more, 1000 times more.
I love her more and more.
“beautiful things don't ask for attention ”
May 27, 2024
WE STILL DON'T TRUST YOU
May 23, 2024
mic check one two one two.
May 22, 2024
the LEVEL of toxicityn
May 21, 2024
congratulations @justinbieber and hailey Beiber.n
May 10, 2024
currently sitting in the sunlight enjoying the sun in the cold.
May 1, 2024
don't write if you don't want to.
don't be like so many other writers.
April 23, 2024
don't tease me like it is easy.
the way you touch me.
April 22, 2024
I have an exam tomorrow wtf.
April 20, 2024
those faces i miss them i miss the notebooks on the desks i miss my teachers i
miss
every joke we cracked i miss my desks where we used to sit i miss my
classroom i miss the
blackboard i miss those chanting i miss everything each and everything all the
memories.
i miss my school so much i miss my classmates all the fun we did everything
we played
together we cried together we had fun together we had traumas together i can't
forget those
precious days days come back i know they won't they won't never ever.
how do I say what I felt this past year it was terrible so terrible even if I
wanted to skip
i couldn't i tried to quit but didn't i survived the toughest time of my life i feel
happy after I
did it.
i hear them from my window.
spring has come and gone, leaving me with a lot of memories.
it makes absolutely no fkn sense, tortured album what shtt that is
all the poets are busy.
April 19, 2024
i watch that damn bird on that damn berry tree i climb sometimes high, higher
i
sometimes feel nervous what if I fell i watch that damn bird and climb climb
up above.
it's April 18, a year ago my trauma started, thankfully i survived it, it was tuff,
a lot ups
and down, no ups though, I was tired, I was dead, i wrote a lot of poems,
everything, I felt
like I'm deprived, thankfully i survived.
i feel like I'm glued to the floor it's only the chemicals. but it's for the first
time...
April 18, 2024
i was 15 when the world put me on the pedestal.
whenever someone joins my clan I can't see his league, this is worse.
@ClashofClans
please fix this.
i used to listen to Taylor Swift's reputation, now I ended up her songs sound
the same
same type of vocals in every song infinite versions (tf are you trying to
produce), with over
30 songs in each album, wtf??
April 17, 2024
first episode done and it's n
watching Clash-A-Rama let's see how it goes..
currently sitting in my car.
April 16, 2024
i know no-one sees my tweets and I don't want that too! i want my tweets to be
shown
to me only so that I can read all of these in the future as a memory.
i don't get the point of the "edit" option being in the premium section, it should
be free!
I'm afraid that I won't be able to access my own tweets in future!
I like the "hog sphinx", it looks damn cool.
it's still raining heavily.
spaces on X are great for myself, I keep recording those.
this song is stuck in my head flame - Justin Timberlake
i hear clouds roaring.
the happiest moment of my life
drink from the well of yourself and begin again.
Neither am I writing a novel.
I'm not writing a poem.
it's 8:26 in the morning, I'm sitting on the sofa waiting for my breakfast.
April 15, 2024
snooze and miss the moment.
tons of photos, i literally forgot to post them here.
searching for opponents...
I've spent 1200 on that Spotify shit.
I'm in love sharing stupid things here.
i thought of releasing my pictures documentary on March 12 but didn't. i was
excited to
share but the lack of platforms made me drop the idea of the release, but I've
had it done,
and will definitely release at some point of time.
April 14, 2024
it's raining peacefully outside, light and peaceful. I love that sound of rain
drops falling
on the leaves.
grapes are my drugs.
April 13, 2024
i started playing clash of clans seriously on October 18 2023 and my
experience level
rose up from 121 to 155 in the timelapse.
One year anniversary for the trek, me and my cousin did.
i see 3 birds on a telephone wire.
April 12, 2024
how's your eternal Sunshine going?
justice still remains my favourite album after 3 years of release.
dear @airtelindia please resolve network issues in my area! network speed is
too slow.
Twitter is definitely my personal diary.
it was on the 2nd floor on Coronado Street I used to get drunk and throw the
radio
through the window.
April 11, 2024
i pushed again in Clash of Clans. Right now I'm in the Titan league, I'll be in
Legends
league soon.
I'm just making memories hahaha
I post pictures but the internet is weak here at my home, I don't know what the
reason
is, it only gets better at night around 11:30 pm.
i find myself deep in nature.
April 10, 2024
it's been 3 years since Justice was released, I'm still eagerly waiting for Justin
Bieber to
drop the album, i don't know how that day is going to be, it'll be insane for
sure.. definitely
April 8, 2024
tomorrow is my exam and I'm scared.
2017 was my second prime year
2019 was my prime year.
April 3, 2024
You have to die a few times before you can really live - Charles Bukowski
March 23, 2024
there are worse things than being alone.
March 19, 2024
mountains were my home city streets made me alone sadness busting out of
me home
is the place I wanted to be tears fell upon my face I missed pictures of my
green space city
streets were a heavy chain but now mountains heal my pain "deep inside I felt
like an
empty can"
February 22, 2024
sparrows in the verandah”
January 2, 2024
so yeah, today is the day I'm going home, right now I'm at the railway station
and the
train is arriving soon, happy
December 27, 2023
tomorrow is the day, I'm going home after a long harsh time, it was very hard,
very
very hard but I managed and yeah I'm going home.
December 26, 2023
Wednesday is the day, finally it's so near, I'm going home, and thankfully
there's no
internet connectivity right now and that's fine, I'm going to enjoy nature, away
from the
creepy internet, thank you.
December 25, 2023
the person you tell me you love.
December 24, 2023
I hear a lot about sinners, don't think that I'll be a saint.
December 12, 2023
3:16 and One Half the sun comes in my window and I'm sleepy in the
afternoon. a fly
lands on my typewriter and I watch it walk around in the dust. somebody asks
me
"Bukowski, what time is it?" I say "3:16 and one half. Charles Bukowski.
December 8, 2023
where's there light, there's hope.
December 6, 2023
we can be homeless, we can be broke, as long as you love me
midnight till morning, call if you need somebody.
December 1, 2023
why do people behave so dumb, they think they are at the top, but actually it's
not, why
don't they mind their own business, act dumb, behave like a 9 year old,
aphasic...
November 29, 2023
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
November 23, 2023
hello aleem, I know you're watching this, if yes please retweet hahaha, you
stalking
huh?
you know I would die for you!
November 18, 2023
only 39 days and I'll be free from all the things I've faced for 8 months. It was
difficult
but I had patience, a month and 9 days!! Final3
November 17, 2023
your voice is music to my ears, I'm wide awake, stuck on the way your
frequency
resonates.
November 7, 2023
I'm unable to sleep n
October 26, 2023
I am sitting here in class and my classmates are chanting and yah I'm waiting
for the
day I'll go home, and hopefully only 20 days are left.
my interest in astronomy is declining and I'm afraid.
October 17, 2023
"What one man calls God, another calls the laws of physics."
October 16, 2023
Happy Birthday to our prime minister @narendramodi
September 17, 2023
it's gonna be so soon just don't worry boy you will be alright you will be
alright.
how are you guys doing today?
It's the 16th of September
September 16, 2023
i write science fiction novels, poems, stories and my documentary “the great
pictures
documentary is coming soon” in February 2024, it's gonna be insane, I've
written a couple
of poems and will add it to the documentary, novels are pending but soon I
will write them
too.
how to be the smartest guy on earth, go away from dumb i guess
Justin Bieber is back, new music on 15th September
and yeah, it's September 7th, 2 months to go!
September 7, 2023
dreams are such a big mystery, no-one knows what dreams really are, they are
strange,
who knows?
What if earth stopped spinning? Hahahahha
20 dollars and you're gone hahaha just kidding
August 29, 2023
it's 27th August and it's Sunday, I'm here in Rajasthan and yeh
I wasn't there in the right direction
Hey!! how's your day going?
August 27, 2023
Drake's album won't be released this month but in September...
Are you proud of @isro
We all want Justin Bieber's new album
Justin Bieber will be featured in SZA's song snooze
August 26, 2023
Everyone's around!!!
March 20, 2023
Hey @YouTube when you gonna free up fing's YouTube channel from
hackers?
March 2, 2023
Follow me right now or I'll eat your meal
Like this tweet Or I'll take your dog!
Why you look adorable and I always think about you!
Hey! Why are you so cute!
Like this tweet and I'll follow you up.
Her eyes makes me sick. Consider liking my tweet.
"Dreams are the seeds of possibilities, planted in the soil of imagination, to
grow into
reality."
Hey @justinbieber I'm in love with you.
Her eyes tells a different story
"The future is something which everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes
an hour,
whatever he does, whoever he is." -
February 11, 2023
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